the invisible girl she've always been
its been a very very long time since i last on the comp. my comp mcm siak,as usual. no connection. now at my aunt's thats why i can use. ok so there's alot of things that happened. youknow,you wont know how much you have feelings for someone until they leave you. i dont know what im thinking but i kinda miss you. maybe alot. i miss the friend youve always been when im around you. ok thats all. have you ever feel so empty. have you ever feel like you're invisible like no one notice you. cause i really feel like no one knows me,no one want to know me. the feeling you had when everyone else is out there living the life they dream of while you're hear trying to figure out what really are you good at and how you wanna live your life. ive never felt important before :/ no one takes me seriously. like for once,i wanna be taken seriously you know. i cant keep falling on my knees. i know that. i just need help alright. just give me the respect i needed. thats all i ever wish for, you see. k thats one thing. now its a total diffirent topic. ok so im not gonna lie to myself. i still do hope that one day you'll realise that ive always been here for you. waiting for you. i go crazy everyday thinking that maybe you're embarass of knowing me in the first place. yknow that? i really do. i know im not pretty unlike you're other friends but really i sincerely love you. i really need you in my life. i can never get you out of my mind. as much as i wanna smile and think bout all the times we shared i really cant. you're very special,but you stab me right in my heart. it leave a very huge scar in me. but still as a very stubborn little lady,i kept on wishing. i know thats probably not the best thing to do but i really believe in you. i really do. you changed my whole life. i wish you could come back. you have no idea how much i miss knowing you. dont know what you're doing to me with your love. you get me so tied up. something bout the way you look in my eye. pain i kept all this while is killing me inside. so thats my life,tough life.
its been a very very long time since i last on the comp. my comp mcm siak,as usual. no connection. now at my aunt's thats why i can use. ok so there's alot of things that happened. youknow,you wont know how much you have feelings for someone until they leave you. i dont know what im thinking but i kinda miss you. maybe alot. i miss the friend youve always been when im around you. ok thats all. have you ever feel so empty. have you ever feel like you're invisible like no one notice you. cause i really feel like no one knows me,no one want to know me. the feeling you had when everyone else is out there living the life they dream of while you're hear trying to figure out what really are you good at and how you wanna live your life. ive never felt important before :/ no one takes me seriously. like for once,i wanna be taken seriously you know. i cant keep falling on my knees. i know that. i just need help alright. just give me the respect i needed. thats all i ever wish for, you see. k thats one thing. now its a total diffirent topic. ok so im not gonna lie to myself. i still do hope that one day you'll realise that ive always been here for you. waiting for you. i go crazy everyday thinking that maybe you're embarass of knowing me in the first place. yknow that? i really do. i know im not pretty unlike you're other friends but really i sincerely love you. i really need you in my life. i can never get you out of my mind. as much as i wanna smile and think bout all the times we shared i really cant. you're very special,but you stab me right in my heart. it leave a very huge scar in me. but still as a very stubborn little lady,i kept on wishing. i know thats probably not the best thing to do but i really believe in you. i really do. you changed my whole life. i wish you could come back. you have no idea how much i miss knowing you. dont know what you're doing to me with your love. you get me so tied up. something bout the way you look in my eye. pain i kept all this while is killing me inside. so thats my life,tough life.
