its easy to be friends , but its
hard to remain as friends.
but we've made it !

huda , in pink .


the endless friendship
went through ups and downs .
but its cool that we
overcome it together.
un-forget-en you .


=D .

on the farewell . a day to remember .
and so wat , when we grow up
we will still b close friends.

hello world.

basicly just nothing.
as wat i've told u guys,
my comp parental block .
so its hard to work my
blog. so now using laptop ,
and at last , i've tagged hudd.
hahha. sorry for the veryvery
late tag-ing.
and just doing nothing much.
fs-ing , chatting and stuff .
just finish chatting with jaja .
ja , listen ..it nt that i dont
wanna chat with you or wat
but im just not in the mood
right now . if u understand ,
den it will b good.
now 1.45 , at 2.30 planning
to go ja's house .
just gathergather.
and twins and hudd
will b there too .
i guess , girls stuff will
b alot . hahha !
talktalk , shareshare , eateat ,
watchmovie , playaround ,
sharethings , cry , eatagain and
off . so if u tagged me
and expect an reply ,
wait till the next time i
use laptop okeyy.


and i've had enough of nasrullah bin kamsin .
he made a promise and run away .
such a coward ! and i guess to me ,
its normal cause every single person who
come in my life will somehow , go away .
you're a coward nas ! DONT DENY IT .
and thanks alot to jaja , sa , ra , sya and hudd
in cheering me up even if it does'nt works .
hehhe . but again i really own u guys
big time .

why do i keep running from the truth ,
all i ever think about is you .
you got me hypnotized , so mesmerized .
i cant keep lie-ing to myself and even khadijah
huda sakinah and rakinah .
i guess i still have feelings towards faiz.
im trying my all best to forget him ,
but the more i try to , the more i miss him.
is it real or just another crush , people ?
but i know people hate me if im close to faiz .
even if i know he's damn playboy or wat shit .
i still have that feelings towards him .
and fu-yohh ! it my first time telling the very
truth in blogs .
everytime i walk pass him
i'll feel the current between us .
and its hard to just forget about him .

WORLD , HELP ME !

you guys are great . you all have different personality . but its fun hanging out
with u guys . felice , weiling , peggy , shiling , zuyi ...i never knew u guys
were very happening . i thought u guys were just the same as other
typical chinese girl but den we guys prove me wrong . i had damn alot of
fun yaww . how i wish times turns hah . im really looking forward
to go out with u guys again . and i remember STRAWBERRY PARTY !
hahhha !

syahirah ! i have a lot of fun with you dear .. but i do think honesty is the best .
so here i am trying to express my feelings .. sorry if it hurts but its fact .
it feels so stupid being jealous-ed here and there . well.. i knew u guys
were trying to jealous me but im not gonna fall for that . coz i know even
if you guys make me cry in front of "him" , he won't care . so good try but
im not that stupid girl . i treat you as my closefriend but you .. you treat me as . .?
a BONEKA to play with . people don't pplay around with my feelings . no one will .
get that clear . AND i forgive you along time ago . and about the "waxhand" thingy .
..... " HONESTY IS THE BEST " .

heyy today was damn hard .
6/11/08 is the date .

well...for the graduation day
me jaja twins wanted to perform
something . we're damn willing
to join u guys . "high school musical"
dancers . hoh ! they really hurt our feelings .
lutfil , really! its not a laughing matter .
its about how u guys react to it .
and i felt sorry for u guys . coz u guys hurt
khadijah's feelings the most . i tried to
convince dem not to have "that" angry feeling
in heart coz i don't care wat ppl gonna say about
us but what we know the best is , " never judge peopleS"
and hoh ! honesty is the best also . sya , frankly speaking
y u play around with my "percayaan" in u . u said something to
me and something else to "them" . it really hurts when i get
to know that u said we dance kaku-ly . wat the crap !
u hurt our feelings alot . and hell ! it not a laughing matter dear fren .
and wat , we guys cnnt even give us a try . and its not wrong to be
a beginner dear .. right ? hey! listen friendS . .. i don't really care
if u hurt my feelings but not "twins or even jaja's " feelings .
and jaja really " nk sangat" dance with korang and now
wat .. korang rendahrendah kn kiter just bcoz u think
we dance kaku-ly which is hell not true friendS ! aku kecian
kn jaja , dier sakit hati to the max . but at least we try to
clap after the practise in hall that morning . and u guys don't even appr
it ...? but sya and nazurah thank for saying "thanks for the clap"
if u guys really mean it , den i guess we shall see during the day itself
if u guys gonna make it . we'll hope the best for u guys . and we try
to put down the "fire" that stuck in each and every one of us .
" NEVER JUDGE PEOPLES IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHO THEY REALLY ARE"
cause i b'live that "ANYONE CAN DANCE"


now i need sometime to cool down . so gonna post in a bit !
byebye big-bad-world !