lifes not easy. we just gotta be thankful of what we already have. i guess. im thankful,i own a beautiful family. a father that gives 100 and 1 percent in everything he do. a mother who never stop believing in her childrens. sometimes we just dont appr whats in front of us. and we try every possible way to get better stuff. thats just human nature. idiots big time :/
Sunday, October 17, 2010
all this,eventually itll end. i bet. you just need to know that nothing will stay the way it is. sooner or later things will get better. eventho you think you're just a burden to some. always remember they'll always be someone that will support you till the end. no one is a burden its just the way of how you see yourself. like what you said, "i know im not perfect but at the end of the day,who is." right? you said that right. see,you know it for yourself. we all make mistakes. who doesnt. we just have to face it and never do it again. dont take it hard on yourself. you're just another person that make mistake. i hate it when you dislike yourself. ok bye love ya.
Friday, October 15, 2010
as days goes by. i felt more and more comfortable being around you. but unfortunately i know that this never suppose to happen. i never should have felt comfortable with you cause i dont belong with you.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
"Your Silence Screams Goodbye"
It's been so long since I have seen your face
But it's better that way
I'm dizzy and so lost
I don't understand how you have won once again
How do you do this so well
You're hurting me can't you tell
You played me for a fool
And when I thought I had control
You dropped me down and let me know
Loves a game here nothings real
Your words so well rehearsed
You lied to me that's not a first
So the story goes with no end
And once again your silence screams goodbye
You'd think by now I'd learn your games
But somehow I forget
Someone like you could be so vain
I'm sick of wasting my time texting you every midnight
Hoping that you'll change
You will always be the same
You played me for a fool
And when I thought I had control
You dropped me down and let me know
Loves a game here nothings real
Your words so well rehearsedY
ou lied to me that's not a first
So the story goes with no end
And once again your silence screams goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye
Silence screams, silence screams goodbye
Monday, October 4, 2010
we know ourself. we know we're all independent. but i bet sometimes,we just need to be pamper. we just need someone to be there for us all the time. but unfortunately in my case,most of the time there wouldnt be anybody to stand by me. hug me. say im good enough at least for something. breaks my heart real bad.