never good enough.wah siak. one thing after another eh. i never stop liking him until you came along. you make me lost all my words when i have to talk to you. you make me trip on flat surface when i saw you from far. you really make me a different person. you make me impressed just by doing what you do best. its the way you look me in my eyes. you make me feel so right. everything bout you make me go crazy. but now when i started to have that feelings for you,i got to know that you crush on someone else. i thought this time round things will get better. but we just cant assume things,can we. they can never turn out to be what we wanted them to. if i were to come early that day,none of this would ever happened. but its just me to blame. im just a shame of myself. i dont know what im suppose to do. i dont want you to know. but i somehow want you to know. that smile you put up when you're talking bout her made my day. its like you've never been this happy,knowing a girl. and i dont want to ruin it. you seems so sincere. your smile's like my air. what hurts most is when someone you have feelings for talk to you bout that someone they have feelings for. and if you're in that situation you dont know what you're suppose to do next. i dont know what i m suppose to do. am i suppose to cry,tell him what i really feel towards him,smile or encourage him to crush on her more. its like you dont wanna ruin their smile by saying you like him when he's talking bout that lucky someone. but when you keep it all inside,it really is painful. i wont stop,maybe one day you'll figured out what i was feeling all this while. i really hope so. unexplainable feelings inside this tiny thing,heart. its hard to accept. argh,im just a let down.
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