i dont know why im crying right now. its like the whole worlds colapsing. sometimes you cant tell anyone how you really feels inside. not because you dont know why and also not because you dont know your purpose. not because you dont trust em' either. but because you dont have the right words to make em' understand. this life im going thru right now is such a mess. i dont know if telling people what im going thru is a good idea. but keeping it to myself is even harder. its killing me inside. i bet no one would understand. its just too much. parents,i hope you guys get better. how do you know that someone really appreciate you. i wonder. im such a burden :/
