another awesome soul

Life.

i know i just posted something just now. cant resist the temptation of writing in again. ive always wanted things to go my way. ive always had dreams to live a happy flawless life. now that im older i realise all that was bullshit. tell me who in this world gets whatever they want whenever they want. tell me now. ive come to realise that life isnt that easy too. but i will survive :B ive learnt that money wont come that easy. and we need to earn it to survive. i know money doesnt pay for everything. yes undenialable true. but i also notice that without money you're as good as dead. i know ive always waste money just like that(snap),now i realise i used to be such a bitch for doing that. now that im no longer like before,i felt so guilty. and i always remind myself think of others before you. what they had back then? how they struggle to avoid stavation. how my parents sacrifies just to feed me/us. it never once cross my mind,i used to be such a heartless creature. wasting money that was given by my daddy not forgeting my momma. they work day and night just for that. but now alhamdullilah,i can appr them even more. its been a rocky journey,oh yes it has been. and they're there whenever i need 'em. and words cant explain how much i love 'em. despite whatever happened. i wouldnt make it without 'em. i love 'em and they're the best thing that ever happened to me. and now i realise im being just a noob. why so random Amira.J haha. (i guess,i just had to tell everyone how precious they are to me :B) life is so not easy-