i could really really really use wish-es right now. tehee. i want this m.fcking stomach ache to go away. ok thats number 1. number 2,i want to start studying. i dont know why,but i think im still in the holiday's mood. number 3,i want people espeacially you to realise how much ive been missing you. pain in the ass much-.- haissh. number 4,i wanna ace my subjs. provided i start studying now la right. ok set(cheey,no promises ah) . number 5,i wanna be someone you'll turn to and smile saying,"im proud of you." . number 6,i wanna know what love is. yes ive been thru this but till now ive yet to get any serious answer to what the fuck is love. number 7,i wanna feel alive again. number 8,i wanna love you. number 9,i wanna hold your hands,look deeply in your eyes and feel the connection. if there's ever a connection between us .- pfft. lastly,i wanna be happy.i want you to know,parents. that i love you guys so much. more than anything that ever happened to me. ive been sleeping late lately. now its 12.15 in the morning. i should get in bed now. byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyye.