FCUK.i wanna run,yea sure. but i cant hide. can i? well,life isnt going too well for me right now. it breaks us into pieces to have to witness someone very precious in our lifes,suferring. you think so. cause i definately agree. you see me smile but all the way im torn up. its too hard for me to handle. please. no more :'( im scared of everything now. im scared of losing you,dad. you dont know how terrified i am. you are strong,and i know you can manage this ' little up hill ' in life. i'll always be here. whenever you need me. i promise,i'll always stay by your side. " if what is ahead scares you,and whats is behind hurts you,just look up. he never fail to help me. and im pretty sure he wont let you down too. "i miss you already.i love you,always have,always will.