well im back. never judge a book by its cover,like many other people say. really,do not. i dislike this trainer maybe because he's diff. he stand out from the rest. he's in charge of this one station,but he dont talk. we were asking alll sort of question,but he'll reply one word and one word and one word. cool? no. but what i know was he's,amoug all,he's the very-not-fun trainer. but at the end of the station,he told us one thing. "Be confident,believe in yourself." which is i think the first amoug all trainers that ever say that to us. that one sentence make a huge impact on me. maybe not on the others but on me. i dont know why,but i can feel him. he makes it feels so deep that i tear. ive gone thru hard ways of learning what life is. and i know how it feel when you yourself is scared to believe in you because the thought of making the wrong decision is always in your mind. am i right. cause ive always felt that way ah. and the worst part is when im stuck,i dont know what to do. why must everything be so fckingcb. ok im done,for now. at least i fell better after posting. k baiiii.