Hey hey hey. i am bored. so bored. exam's over,oh yes. results,oh no. currently at iqyn's house. she's sleeping,yup what else right? haha. its ok. today is fun. Math class,free period. Miss Gan didnt attend class just now. English free period. Cme not by Mr Chew. Homec watch vid. Science first period go thru exam scripts,the remaining 2 periods is free period. waah,fun like hell la i tell you. today had alot alot,alot of free period so we talked alot too. hehe. talked about everything. but the only thing i could remember is,we talked about afterlife. scary,i know. i had alot of questions but unfortunately no one knows the answer to it. pfft. like only god knows whats gonna happen next. after school sit down with khairel iqyn haqim at the courtyard. and guess what we talked bout afterlife also. haissh. whats wrong with us today,everything afterlife afterlife. i want you to be happy even if its not with me. yeaa,totally diff thing. haha. yes it is hard for me to let go of everything. not that we started a thaaaang. pfft. but i think my feeling's for you is huge. what makes you happy,that makes me happy too. so even if its not me. its ok,i'll try to work on my part. and you'll work on your part. deal? i just wanna see you happy. that is all. there never was anyone else. i only wanted you. ive learnt that poeple will fforget what you said. people will forget what you did. but people will never forget how you made them feel. i never forget how you made me feel wanted. unlike now. sometimes you jjust have to try not to care s no matter how much you do. cause sometimes you mean nothing to someone who means everything to you. no one can ever promise you that they will never leave you because at one point in time it will happen. its just a matter oof time. ive learnt it from experince. i thought you were someone special but you turn out to be just like other guys. promise and let me down over and over and over again. maybe because im just too numb.Labels: what am i suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
