so mind your own business. you're nobody,to tell me what to do. cause its my life,you gotta remember. i leave your life alone,leave mine. please im begging you,have heart. its 11.40pm yet im still wide awake. i cant sleep,dont know why. ive been trying to be happy all this while. its working. alhamdullilah. but there's time when i still ask myself why i dont feel alive. is it because of the 'Happy Process' . you gotta stop thinking about the most precious thing on earth. you gotta stop thinking bout that someone that makes you smile all this while. cause somewhere deep inside,you're hurt by them. that just suck,i know. but its still for your own good. pfft,i dont know. i am happy but just that sometimes i dont feel,i dont feel that im being me you see. well,i know its hard to understand. cause you dont know what im going thru. but i really need to let this out. people always say,do whatever to make yourself happy. is this part of the 'whatever'? i dont quite get it yet. no doubt,im still happy. AwesomeAllah,please help me.Sunday, April 18, 2010
so mind your own business. you're nobody,to tell me what to do. cause its my life,you gotta remember. i leave your life alone,leave mine. please im begging you,have heart. its 11.40pm yet im still wide awake. i cant sleep,dont know why. ive been trying to be happy all this while. its working. alhamdullilah. but there's time when i still ask myself why i dont feel alive. is it because of the 'Happy Process' . you gotta stop thinking about the most precious thing on earth. you gotta stop thinking bout that someone that makes you smile all this while. cause somewhere deep inside,you're hurt by them. that just suck,i know. but its still for your own good. pfft,i dont know. i am happy but just that sometimes i dont feel,i dont feel that im being me you see. well,i know its hard to understand. cause you dont know what im going thru. but i really need to let this out. people always say,do whatever to make yourself happy. is this part of the 'whatever'? i dont quite get it yet. no doubt,im still happy. AwesomeAllah,please help me.