i am tired. burning hot la today. going to Peranakan Museum thingy tomorro. bodo. clash with NPAP. i dont want to miss any of NPAP trainings but neither do i want to miss the trip. since ive miss one of the Peranakanan trips before already,i seriously dont want to throw this chance away again-.- fuckedudey. tight schedule. you know what. i just sedar that Miss Gan's not that bad afterall. she jokes around also. and she's still particular in our works. she'll push you,hard, you dont even know you're that strong. i sound so jiwang-ish. meek,haha. i used to hate maths,who doesnt right. xD but now guess what im starting to like it. but still i suck at it. i realise that i tend to jump jump jump one topic to another. lol. sorry guys. and yes i just had my dinner yet im still hungry. i said 'fat'. shaun said, ' can see that. ' . cbei. haha. im eating again soon. hehe. having nafa next monday or isit tuesday. haiss,fcking nervous. what if i didnt make it through. what if i faint have way again. aiyoo. ok one last thing before i go get my stomach full. " life is susah la brother. life's not easy. i bet everyone agrees. being a human is exhausting. i dont know if it works la kan. but just hear me out. just because you fail once,doesnt mean you're gonna fail at everything. keep trying,hang in there and always always always believe in yourself. because if you dont,then who will. [ i believe in you,lol. ] keep your head high. and most importantly keep smiling. i wish everyone didnt have such high expectations of me too. i told you before right. so tengok..you said you're alone in this. but you're totally wrong. cause i have problems just like yours jugak. so why worry. dont worry too much la ok farhan. you said no one understands what you're going thru. and again you made a mistake. cause i know exactly what you're going thru and how you're feeling right now. not to worry,im always here for you la farhan. im just a call away brother. tu pon kalau kau malas kan nak gi bangon dari katil amek phone kau tok call aku,aku tak tau la ape nak cakap xD tu cannot help it la kan. tu kau nye pasal. pemalas,pigg! rest je kau tau,gi shower la smellyboy. da la,you must be happy. if not now then soon :B" ok im done. i dislike you more today,and im happy. Tuesday, April 6, 2010
i am tired. burning hot la today. going to Peranakan Museum thingy tomorro. bodo. clash with NPAP. i dont want to miss any of NPAP trainings but neither do i want to miss the trip. since ive miss one of the Peranakanan trips before already,i seriously dont want to throw this chance away again-.- fuckedudey. tight schedule. you know what. i just sedar that Miss Gan's not that bad afterall. she jokes around also. and she's still particular in our works. she'll push you,hard, you dont even know you're that strong. i sound so jiwang-ish. meek,haha. i used to hate maths,who doesnt right. xD but now guess what im starting to like it. but still i suck at it. i realise that i tend to jump jump jump one topic to another. lol. sorry guys. and yes i just had my dinner yet im still hungry. i said 'fat'. shaun said, ' can see that. ' . cbei. haha. im eating again soon. hehe. having nafa next monday or isit tuesday. haiss,fcking nervous. what if i didnt make it through. what if i faint have way again. aiyoo. ok one last thing before i go get my stomach full. " life is susah la brother. life's not easy. i bet everyone agrees. being a human is exhausting. i dont know if it works la kan. but just hear me out. just because you fail once,doesnt mean you're gonna fail at everything. keep trying,hang in there and always always always believe in yourself. because if you dont,then who will. [ i believe in you,lol. ] keep your head high. and most importantly keep smiling. i wish everyone didnt have such high expectations of me too. i told you before right. so tengok..you said you're alone in this. but you're totally wrong. cause i have problems just like yours jugak. so why worry. dont worry too much la ok farhan. you said no one understands what you're going thru. and again you made a mistake. cause i know exactly what you're going thru and how you're feeling right now. not to worry,im always here for you la farhan. im just a call away brother. tu pon kalau kau malas kan nak gi bangon dari katil amek phone kau tok call aku,aku tak tau la ape nak cakap xD tu cannot help it la kan. tu kau nye pasal. pemalas,pigg! rest je kau tau,gi shower la smellyboy. da la,you must be happy. if not now then soon :B" ok im done. i dislike you more today,and im happy. 