fukerdudeyyy. fever,very the hot. arrrgh. flu,very the rabak. why must today? exams around the corner only you know. scary the mary,cb la. mc until wednesday. one maths lesson-that-i-really-need's gone. didnt attend school today,pfft. still got mc for 2 days-.- i try my best to go school tomorro despite my condition. i cant afford to throw my math lesson just like that. looking at this picture,i miss phy prac. Mr Kim's an awesome teacher,its just that im not interested in his lessons/teory. oh ya! talking bout Mr Kim's lesson,ive yet to buy my science long-lost book. and its less than a week till Science Mid-Year. oh great-.- currently chatting with Awesome Khai. i feel so guilty. i still do,you know. but dont force me to do things i dont want to. please. ive been telling you that, things are not like how it used to be,kan. i told you alot of times. but why,why you refused to wake up and face reality. i know its hard,ive been there before. ive gone thru this myself too. but somehow you gotta wake up and stop dreaming and to start a new leaf. face reality. sorry but its too much. its starting to get on my nerve. we're friends and just friends. so dont expect me to layan or reply or text or tegoh or whatever you want me to do,always. cause i have alot of other things to do. tapi i'll give you more time to continue bothering me,cause i know anyone at all when they're in this situation nothing works. so take your time,try to forget me. but seriously before its too late,i suggest you move on. you're a nice guy. dont waste your time. you can do this,you can move on. everyday i suffer also,thinking how cruel am i to do this to you. but feelings dont lie. they dont joke around. or do they? this might says so shoik sendiri or whatever you call it but listen up. thank for liking me,friend. thanks for being there whenever i needed someone. but i didnt thought that you want something behind it. thanks for waiting. thanks for understanding. thanks for everything. but it'll be awesome if you can forget me and move on. ive learnt that feelings dont lie. even if you say i love you thousand times,but when one does not have that feelings for the other then things wont change. ive learnt this from my own experience. sooner or later you'll realise that this is all a waste of time. like how ive realised it. why bother queing up when you know the stalls not open. im truly sorry. i dont know how many times have i say this but ya im sorry. i just dont have that same feelings toward you. and like what ive said feelings dont lie. i know how painful it is for someone you like for so long ignored you just ditch you. ive gone thru all that. so now for your own good,leave me. i dont want to hurt you like how i had. i dont want to be cruel. so go away. ive warned you. so later when you get hurt even deeper dont blame it all on me. k im done. no mood. bye.
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