back on track. went NPAP today. was raining,drill in grill shed but i still feel its tiring. cause i gave my all (Y) ;B its one training away to the actual day. i was so caught up with NPAP that i forget to inform momma and daddy bout the meet-the-parent. ridiculous. jezz,im so dead. Mr chew will lecture me for 9 straight hours. haiss. no choice,i gotta tell him to set one day if he really wants to meet my parents. nafa's on monday/tuesday. i know im not prepared for it. arrgh. so far i didnt fail any 2.4 km run yet but i sure did struggle to the finish line. pfft,i suck la bodo. to whoever yang terase. why go NPAP if all you want to do is flirt here flirt there. tu tak pasal,beh noisy2. childish bunch of idiots. you say they're unreasonable,you dont know what you're talking about. come on,if kau joke2 alil bit,i dont mind ah. i take jokes. tapi kalau cam melebih gitu je kan,sorry ah you're messing with the wrong person la. who do you think you are? what makes you special that you can order2 people to do what you want them to? you're nobody la. you're just like us,cadets. you think just because you're brave enough to do what we normally dont dare to,we must follow whatever you say. i dont repect people like you. you can go die,you can say im just being somekind of joke. you can bad mouth me to other. but i still wont allow anyone to fool me around. im not your dog. you guys cant see that she's just using ya'll. you guy's really didnt realise that? if she wants something she'll ask you guys to take it for her. but when everything's ok she'll talk behind you guy's back. well if you guys dont then im telling you right now. she is using you guys just to satisfy her needs and wants. you can say whatever you want girl,but im not dumb. ader hati nak masok tapi prangai like shit. wtf. piker kau mane nye besar la kan bole suroh2 org buat bende untuk kau. maybe the others would think you're the best. but sorry,not me. you cannot treat me like dog like how you treat the rest. no way man. i rather sit infront one corner in the bus than run around attracting peoples attention. at least i dont go around trying to get up close to every guy in the bus la,-.- . dont test me. dont try me. dont push my limits ah friend. -.- m.f . i dislike today but i like Fridays,lol. tomorro's saturday people,dont feel like sleeping. haha. oh yes. ive finish 'waiting for you' . its a great book,really. going whitesand's lib to return it and borrow a new book,weekend. wwoooo. it doesnt makes sense to let go of something you have wanted for so long,but it also doesnt make sense to hold on when there's nothing there :\ i dislike you more today,and im happy. bye. Friday, April 9, 2010
back on track. went NPAP today. was raining,drill in grill shed but i still feel its tiring. cause i gave my all (Y) ;B its one training away to the actual day. i was so caught up with NPAP that i forget to inform momma and daddy bout the meet-the-parent. ridiculous. jezz,im so dead. Mr chew will lecture me for 9 straight hours. haiss. no choice,i gotta tell him to set one day if he really wants to meet my parents. nafa's on monday/tuesday. i know im not prepared for it. arrgh. so far i didnt fail any 2.4 km run yet but i sure did struggle to the finish line. pfft,i suck la bodo. to whoever yang terase. why go NPAP if all you want to do is flirt here flirt there. tu tak pasal,beh noisy2. childish bunch of idiots. you say they're unreasonable,you dont know what you're talking about. come on,if kau joke2 alil bit,i dont mind ah. i take jokes. tapi kalau cam melebih gitu je kan,sorry ah you're messing with the wrong person la. who do you think you are? what makes you special that you can order2 people to do what you want them to? you're nobody la. you're just like us,cadets. you think just because you're brave enough to do what we normally dont dare to,we must follow whatever you say. i dont repect people like you. you can go die,you can say im just being somekind of joke. you can bad mouth me to other. but i still wont allow anyone to fool me around. im not your dog. you guys cant see that she's just using ya'll. you guy's really didnt realise that? if she wants something she'll ask you guys to take it for her. but when everything's ok she'll talk behind you guy's back. well if you guys dont then im telling you right now. she is using you guys just to satisfy her needs and wants. you can say whatever you want girl,but im not dumb. ader hati nak masok tapi prangai like shit. wtf. piker kau mane nye besar la kan bole suroh2 org buat bende untuk kau. maybe the others would think you're the best. but sorry,not me. you cannot treat me like dog like how you treat the rest. no way man. i rather sit infront one corner in the bus than run around attracting peoples attention. at least i dont go around trying to get up close to every guy in the bus la,-.- . dont test me. dont try me. dont push my limits ah friend. -.- m.f . i dislike today but i like Fridays,lol. tomorro's saturday people,dont feel like sleeping. haha. oh yes. ive finish 'waiting for you' . its a great book,really. going whitesand's lib to return it and borrow a new book,weekend. wwoooo. it doesnt makes sense to let go of something you have wanted for so long,but it also doesnt make sense to hold on when there's nothing there :\ i dislike you more today,and im happy. bye. 