Heey.These few days has been hell for me.I wasnt in the mood,at all.I dont know why am i this weird but i know i wasnt up for studys.I didnt pay attention in class,i wasnt putting in much efforts in my work.I wasnt concentrating,at all.I dont know but i think i just cant.I cant concentrate no matter how hard i try to.Whatttt the fuck is wrong with me,people.Am i going crazy or something.Im sorry but i have to get this clear,if i say im not in the mood to do anything at all,i mean what i say aite.Dont expect me to do what i dont want to,if im not replying you then thats it.Why pissed off?I told you i wasnt in the mood to talk,to anyone.You mean you dont understand what im trying to tell you.Go away,for once.I feel so trap with everyone around me everytime.Please let me go.And i learnt that Trust is a huge thing.If you're not trusted then you're nothing.I guess thats me,im nothing.Nothing in your eyes.You dont just say you trust that someone and not showing it to them.Everyone can tell that they trust you but not everyone can show how much they trusted you.Trust me,mom.I wont let you down,i promise.But why cant you trust me.Do you trust me in the first place.It come back to the same question,who am i.Who am i mom.You're not answering me.You're not giving me the hint,at all.How must i figure it out.I dont seems to matter in you eyes.Im sorry but i had enough.You have feelings,i know right.But i do too.Stop giving me excuses that im still a kid.But dont forget that,im growing up.I am,mom.I can think better now,mom.Dont you think that im still your 7 year old girl anymore.Momma please,what must i do to gain your trust back.Im dying to know.-Do i even have it in the first place.You've been *thumbsup*.But i need space to get on with life.Ive love you from the start,and i am still.Orang sayang Ibu\m/ Ok school's,fuck shit.F&N coursework not done when the dateline is way over.Haiss,doing it today..Hopefully.Labels: Imma wait-
