everyone wears a mask.eh hey evilworld. had my first full dress rehersal for NPAP. it wasnt superb but we did our best. preview's getting even nearer. ah fck. today was so so so tiring. im exhausted. we repeat the same old thing over and over again. well,thats what makes it perfect la. but it was not cool. lol. i mean we were running all over HTA. run to form up point,run to grand stand and back to form up point to repeat the whole parade all over again. sense of urgency. it was fun tho. trust me,it was burning hot. alhamdullilah,i made it thru. i was dizzy like most of the time thru out the parade but i didnt fall out. congrats to me. nyahahaa. there's a reason why sirs are assign to be in change of a contijent [ or however you guys spell it ]. they will be there motivating you, ' endure cadets,one last time. give your all. a liltle bit more. ' whenever you feel like giving up,like falling out of squad. i think. i thought of falling out in the parade today cause my energy left like 1% only and i was shaking,but before i could do that they motivates us again. awesome ah (Y) everyone's talking bout Justin Sir,haha. no doubt,he's charming. but im not paying attention to him la friends,so dont ask me bout him uh sey. aiyoyoo. you want to know,you go find out yourself uh sey. haha. you guys ah.. cheeky eh. haha xD mom,she's very cute. we were in the car going town. then she saw the Singpore Flyer,then she confident you know. " eh2,ni fly over ni. " haha. we were laughing our ass out ah sey while she's figuring out whats so funny. when she's the reason why xD. she nag,alot. but she still \m/ like to the core. i got that strong feeling like its me,again. i cant take it anymore. what ive done wrong. what else did i do wrong. if you dont mind. i cant pretend like i dont know anything when i think i know everything,anymore-.0" kanasai,life's harsh.
