[Gambar tkde kene mengene with the post,lol]Im moving on,foreal.I dont wanna leave all this behind but i have no choice.
I have no rights to stop anything from happening,so now im ranning away from everything that happened.I know its not a briliant solution but i cant take it anymore.I dont want to continue lying to people.I dont want to put up a smile when i dont want to,anymore.I guess this is the best.So no one gets hurt,let it just be me.I dont see any improvement.Its true that im trying to get away from all this,trying to forget you.Forever.And im not joking,i dont want my friends to get hurt.I really dont,alz.Im sorry if all this while ive been selfish,just thinking of myself."I seriously ikhlas to give him up.Dont look back and regret cause me myself wont be doing that.Memang it was shocking to see that just now,but its okay.I know you love him,much.You dont have to be guilty for whatever reason.Eventho you guys arent together anymore but deep down i know that you still have feelings for him.Dont deny.I mean its impossible to forget him,right alz.I feel guilty not letting him go,cause i know how you feel towards him.I dont want to live a life full with regrets.Im sorry if all this while i cant start forgeting him.But now,im trying.I hope you understand.I really want you to know that i wont want to hurt you because you're one great friend that i dont wanna lose.And i dont want you to suffer.I rather suffer then have to look at you suffer.I want you to know that eventho we both have that strong feelings for that particular someone,i still love you alot.I dont hate you cause you love the one i cherish the most-.- really,haha.Im gonna be just fine,so you better be too.Trime all this with an open hand ok,i want you to be happy.Ini je yang aku mampu do for you.I hope its good enough.Im letting him go once and forall.Remember I Love You Alz."
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