[Fat legs alert!]Well hello world.It change,in everyway.Im putting in effort,i hope it pays off.And to you,we'll go thru it together aite stronglady.I'll push you,you'll push me.Insyaallah,things'll get better.If not we'll cry together and try even harder to let things that dont belong to us go.Ok,so today being the first day of 'everything'.It is indeed hard,but i control what i should.Had Math Re-TA,i didnt have time to finish up the last 2 pages of the paper.Arrgh shit,in deep stress.But i have that feeling that im gonna be great in this time round.I just have that feeling,but we shall see if feelings are true.'Feelings are true',it is? Cause i dont think its true.Its fairytales.Ok stop NurAmiraFazzy-.- Over and done with,remember mira.When im in deep pain i'll talk to myself.When im pissed off i talk to myself.When i need someone to talk to and no one seems to know i'll talk to myself.So do you think im crazy now,i think i am and im getting even crazier this days.So form class,isnt getting any better.Fuck you,pilled this after this issue.Stop picking on me.Its weird isnt it when teachers say something infront of the class but it feels like their talking to you only you.Thats what i felt you monster Mr -ohyouknowwhoyouare- Had enough la bodo. CCAs,what else can you say.Of course its tiring.CampCraft,changed with Shikin since i didnt attend quite a number of the trainings due to extra classes/my condition/whatever else.Argh fuck,but its alright.So tomorro,tomorro is the CampCraft Compe.*Scream loud,who cares* Must be in school at 7 am sharp in Pt.And why am i listing down the details here,ok haha.So yaa,excited? Quite. Scared? Uhhuh. Nervous? Think for yourselve. Home. I dont know,nothing seem to change and change permanantly.It'll change but nothing can stop it from growing strong again.- For a minute there,i lost myself.Useless me.I can do nothing.Nothing's changing.Wtf is this.I love you mom,you know that.I wish my family could get together like yours.Hard indeed but impossible to get to see rainbows and not feel the rain,am i right.There's more to life,i guess.Killer voice.How the hell did i lose my voice.Alright im done.
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