another awesome soul

Maybe you thought that im crazy,but im crying over you.
No one knows but this have not end yet.
It still does hurt but what can i do.
Nothing will change,will it?
Maybe its just a chapter in your life but in mine its the whole book.
I may not esixt in your world anymore but for me you still do.
Its hard to pretend to not care when you still fcuking care.
Im there looking at you dating another girl,but thats fine cause i just want you happy.
But it just hurt,hurt too much.
I dont care if i got hurt but what matter is you're happy and for that i will smile
even if im deeply cut.
Cause i care so much about you.
You're always in my mind.
Tell me you're happy and i'll be too.
I cant run from reality,can i.
So when it hurts,im no one i cant change anything but just to manage the pain.
Just to see you smile.
I still oooo you like i do one year ago.
And my feelings,it wont change.

Bad update,i know.But i just gotta say it.So im sorry,will update properly soon.