|My superhero|
Heey.Things get alilbit rough lately.I just got to know that my dad havent recieve his pay when every other staff did.Dad's been working hard just to support our family.He's a school bas driver after 'penchen' being a police man.I can see that he's glad that he've been aceepted to be a bas driver since he really wanna bring home the van.He's been working day and night just to make sure we eat well,dress well,go to school and everything.It just break my heart even more to see him struggle to pay up all the bills,school fees everything else by working at this {insertcompany} that end up not paying him a cent after a month working with em' :'(Which is over a $1000,get that in mind. Because of some reason,which is not dad's fault.They're tryna make it look like its dad's. Now dad's currently reporting to the MOM [ Ministry Of Manpower ] about this company.We're not rich,people may say 'hey its just a thousand'.But for dad,he can pay anything and everything with it.I can see that he's in alot of pressure right now.Mom says "See tengok ayah,hati mulia,baik,tak dengki,tak sombong.Orang boleh sampai hati buat ayah cam ni.Skarang korang pon kenelah faham.Tk boleh kluar often sangat,mintak duit gitugitu aje.Ayah siangmalampagipetang kluar cari duit untuk korang tau."When i think back i realise maybe ibu is right.Working hard to feed your fussy children, to pay up bill,to be a great dad ,to discipline your naughty children and to do everything else.Isnt a easy work.Before everything i had a plan with my girls to go out today,after hearing that,and seeing dad's suffer i just dont want to hurt or trouble him anymore.So i decided to not go out today,im sorry girls.I would like to meet up with ya'll but it's just not the right time.I know i made a sudden change and im sorry.I hope you understand my situation.I just break down seeing dad like this.When you look at dad's face,you can easily tell that he's stress.Before this,ayah always laugh and smile all the way but when this happen you can,like that[snap],tell that he's depressed.Its hard to see your dad,stand right up to his rights and to see him suffer just to feed you,isnt it.Now i realise that dad's had been my superhero all this while.If its not because of you,i wont get what i want.Im sorry cause ive been quite a daughter all this while.And thanks for everything.
I ♥ you ayah.