Heey,so i was hearing music yesterday night before sleep.Suddenly i realise that i kindof miss him.Like really.After all this time,i've tried to not remind myself how badly i miss him.I cant sleep yesterday beside the fact that my bro's still otp at 3 in the morning.I thought it would be alright to just talk things out for a lil while.So i decide to texted Farhan.Well,i know he's not asleep yet.One huge thing,friend do.Make you smile even if you dont think that you could.I promise someday he'll regret losing you & he'll think back & say 'Damn that girl really did love me'.I smile,i truly did.See how friend can be really ugly/silly/irritating but they still know how to make you smile.I thanked Aan for that^^So i guess thats it.God help me to stop thinking bout him.He's owned now,for godness sake.Maybe going out with my girls on wed.We dont know where to go.Maybe swimming,maybe just window shopping.Maybe anything.Im out of words,so gotta go.Im out.||Missing Eclipse||