Today had outing with npcc.Walk to pasir ris beach,from school.Seriously tired but its still fun la.So reach there and eat.After break,clean-the-beach time.Aiyoyo,no one would ever want to pick a littter thats not their's,right?Ever.But we,have to pick up fucking litter.Haissh,but when time goes by you can see that we're having fun.Bond la kan.When mac afterwards with hasanah,nadiah,jannah and every la eh.Eat/Talk for like 3 hours.I swear,we're noisy la.People all around was staring at us.We aint gonna give no damn,lol.So we continue talking till the very end.I cant take it already.All smelly/dirty/sweaty,i decided to went home.Hahaa.Like compo eh.Went out just now and currently at aunt's house.Doing nothing,lol.Just computer-ing :)I break down the moment i saw it.Cant help it.
Even if its maybe just a friend to friend thing,but i just dont think it is.
I suck,just gotta say it.I mean i still cant forget everything.
It means the world to me,and even if i try my ass off to just
for a moment forget everything/you.I just cant.
The question is why cant i?
" If at one moment i start to matter,do tell me "
