another awesome soul

Hey.Eyes swollen,been crying for the whole night.I cant sleep yesterday after webcaming with hudd and msging her.I thought of sleeping.Stop msging hudd at arnd 1 or 2 am.But ive been crying till 6am.My brain just flashback every single moment you're close with me. At one moment his picture plays in me.I try to ignore and close my eyes.But it didnt work.The next thing i know i was crying.Isnt that silly to be crying over someone that breaks your heart and never fail to fix it back and repeat the same old thing over again.And you still deny that he's a jerk.You may think it is kindof silly.Why dont just forget him and move on,right?People say that.But they dont know what you're going thru inside.They can say you're silly,stupid,being just an idiot but it still come down to one person.You.You're going thru it and you're the one who feel it,isnt it right.I just dont know,maybe i can put him behind my brain for a day,sure.But never more than just a day.Friends,Family & Everyone can always say that they hate that particular person.But when you think it thru,they're,the one,the only one that you need most.Ive never love anyone like how i loved you.Ive gone thru this once and now it happens again.You can say learn your lesson kiddo.Say whatcha want.It alright.But its just hard,too hard.He gave me hope,once,and now im keeping it tight with me.Hope that maybe one day he can me the guy who i cant live without.To me Love is like giving someone the power to break your heart but trust them not to.And it suck even more to know that your trust have just been played around.Save You,thats the one song that i'll think of when it comes to you.Like straight away.Weird much.You never know the way you tear me up inside.It takes you forever?If only i could find the answer.You make me feel right,that i cant explain.Arrrgh.Okeey stop,i dont wanna cry no more.Otp with kirbs,hahaa.Good name right,kirbs.Doing other stuff to forget that im hurt:D Kk im out.

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