Hey.I turn right,"I love you".I turn left,"You're my heart,my soul,my everything".I look straight,"I cant live without you".I look back,"You know i own you".Everyone's around me is in love.They cant stop and wont stop.Who's with me?I dont blame them for falling in love,but that just makes it even harder for me to stop thinking bout relationships and continue with my life.I'll wait for you only you,when the time comes.Take my words.Everyone's happy with love.I sacrifies my happiness for you.No matter how long it takes.I dont wanna hurt anyone,i sacrifies my happines just for her to be with you.Its alright now that i know she's happy and i know at least you smile whenever you're with her."Da la mira,da lamer nah you tunggukan dier.See,now ape you dapat.You got hurt kan.He killed it,what you call love la mira.You tk nampak ke." said by someone once."Tkpe la,dier tk perlu tau i got hurt or anything.I pon tknak dier tau yang actually i still exist la kan.Tapi im happy if i know he's happy.So tkpe k,i still nak tunggu.Mane la tau,if miracle happens kan,you.I dont mind getting hurt just to see him smiling."You guys make a great couple.I'll wait,eclipse.I dont know what else to say,yea one thing.You,thanks la you slalu advice kan mira.But for this time round,please understand me k shera :D
Its been quite a while since i last post.I think,right?And i just realise that some parts of my hair is brown.OhMy,peoples've been telling me that but i dont believe since i know i didnt dye and will never.But now i realise it is kindof brownish.|Not tryna brag bout anything!Ha|And my hair's growing ya'll! Its longer now,im so happy.Grow longer,hair:D Okeey when did i last post.Hmm lemme just start story telling on 28 Nov.I watched 2012 already! Watched it with family,midnight show.So consider 28 Nov already.The show starts at around 12.30 and it ends at 3.20,you know!Fucking take time uh the show.Saw Farhan at the cinema,haha.Farella cute eh,see la.Who's kawan punye adek kan,lol.Reached home at 4.30.Aan msg for while den i cant take it anymore.Den i sleep,k thats bout it.Den wake up at 12,meet ja,fil & hudd at 2 pm near smallmac.For the first time,im the one who's waiting for them.I reached first,den walked to mac.Cause i wanted to go toilet.After that,walked back to smallmac saw jaja and fil.Dont know that fil reach there already,if not i wont be wasting my energy to walk to mac just because i feel so awkward standing there all by myself.First time meeting up after a longlong period of time with Fil the small cool kiddo.He change uh,i mean in everyway.He's cooler/doper,hell yeah.He dont really look like he's growing in height la kan,haha.But yea,he change uh.Mat no more eh fil.Had fun,really.Yew Wei was extremely wet,haha!Pakaian semakin pendek eh fil,haha.After that went Food Culture to eat [again + properly].I was hungry but i dont feel like eating at yew wei's party.Nothing to do with the food,really.Jaja eat Chiken Chop,Hudd didnt eat due to her saving of money to buy guitar [All the best hudd,:D],i eat Fish N Chip & Lutfil eat nasi ayam.Den ibu called say that i need to go to aunt's house for some reason.Bro called said he's gonna fetch me,lol.Cause i say i very lazy and dont wish to go there by bus.Hahaa! Spoilt brat right.The next day,went for Weddings and Kenduri Sunat.Den yes thats bout it,pictures will be uploaded in fb.Peace.Ok im out.
Hey.So saw that picture up there.Yea its nazatul the big loser.Naah,joke.The sweet friend.So she's currently in Abu Dhabi.I just got to know that,arrgh.Sorry Naz.I'll pray for you ok.Selamat pergi & Selamat balik,isit.Ya ok so safe journey.I miss you alot Naz,goats are lamesxts.Hahaa.Aku rindu kaunye 'Malam makin gelap gelita' hahaaa! Come back fast,so can jumpe.And dont forget la,kalau kat situ tu jangan lupe buy me stuff la k.Give you a *Tak malu face* :P I dont care i want barang! K joking.Currently boring,Faiz start convo malas nak continue.Heh,sorry.So occupied during this coming few days.Tomorro,Hari Raye Haji.WEEE.Still deciding on what to wear.I wanna jumpe nenek!I miss you nek!The next day,its Yew Wei's birthday.Celebrating his birthday outside,his house or maybe at the beach.Going with old buddys,i miss ya'll alot.Cant wait,am missing that chubby Yew Wei.The next day,maybe going out with GBS.Still not confirm since not everyone know bout this.So ya'll free on sunday?Do you guys wanna meet up?Seriously i miss you guys alot.Den thats it.Oh ya,next week meeting Farhan.Puas hati tk Aan?Hahaa.I got nothing to say,lol.So long world.|||I miss eclipes.Brings me nowhere|||
Heey its been 2 days since i last post.Right?So here i am posting again,hello world.I didnt go to the 'Open House' since im not participating.That suck,really.Im rotting at home,its been 2 days straight i didnt go out.Bro said he's gointa treat us movie today after work.I hope he really mean what he's saying,eh.Please god.Was chatting with iqyn and still chatting."I dont care qyn i want it,he'll buy for me too la.I think!Hahaa,Give you the*I hate you like alot face*You gets everything,bodo kau.Haha.So that smallkiddo lighten up my day uh,can say.I hate it when i say that and makes her feel big! Hahaaaa,naah jokes.Well,she did kind of make me laugh.Hahaa.Currently listening to John Mayer.Legend uh.Yesterday night Farhan msg me but i cant reply him.I feel bad.So he's the reply Farhan."It doesnt matter you see.What matter is,you can feel her right deep down there.Doest matter what people go around and talk bout cause in the end you're the one who's facing it.As a great buddy,i dont want to see you all moody like every single day.If you think its worth it,go ahead.No one's against you but you gotta know that there's risk to it,aite Aan.One thing.You start it you end it.Okey,tkmu stressed up la kawan.You got me,the greatest buddy in the whole wide world.Hahaa,count me in if you have any probs aite."So thats it.Aan've been open to me.He'll list down all his joy that just happened to him and even the 10 years back from now's.He'll start sharing bout bimbos that go around looking at outside and thats all.Haha.In other words,He's a great friend.And a great guy too so i dont think any girls out there [except me,for real.Please,haha.] wont get cheeky when it comes to you.So you know,live life to the fullest brother :D See am i a great friend or what! Come on,ha.FarhanFarhan,breath in.Currently chatting with iqyn,haha.Silly much,uh qyn.We just discovered that people nowadays are blind and nose-less.They cant smell how certain girls smell,bad.They cant see what other girls see towards thier truelove.Hahahaa,siak only si semot ni.Naah,thats just something we laugh at.But isnt that love,blindness.Ha,gotcha lil kid.Imma girl with a big heart but allows only certain number of people in it.Im missing musq,yanti,iqyn,aliyah,farah,nazatul,sharliza,jueta & Friends. Awesomestzx Day.
Heey,so yesterday was my sister's birthday.My only prettyjaja.
A best friend is someone who screams to you in the hallways saying,
"I Love You"
doesnt cares if anyone thinks they're lesbian.
And only thing that matter,that you hear them everytime.
So Happy Birthday Dear Jaja.
Meet up later,cant wait.
Hey.Eyes swollen,been crying for the whole night.I cant sleep yesterday after webcaming with hudd and msging her.I thought of sleeping.Stop msging hudd at arnd 1 or 2 am.But ive been crying till 6am.My brain just flashback every single moment you're close with me. At one moment his picture plays in me.I try to ignore and close my eyes.But it didnt work.The next thing i know i was crying.Isnt that silly to be crying over someone that breaks your heart and never fail to fix it back and repeat the same old thing over again.And you still deny that he's a jerk.You may think it is kindof silly.Why dont just forget him and move on,right?People say that.But they dont know what you're going thru inside.They can say you're silly,stupid,being just an idiot but it still come down to one person.You.You're going thru it and you're the one who feel it,isnt it right.I just dont know,maybe i can put him behind my brain for a day,sure.But never more than just a day.Friends,Family & Everyone can always say that they hate that particular person.But when you think it thru,they're,the one,the only one that you need most.Ive never love anyone like how i loved you.Ive gone thru this once and now it happens again.You can say learn your lesson kiddo.Say whatcha want.It alright.But its just hard,too hard.He gave me hope,once,and now im keeping it tight with me.Hope that maybe one day he can me the guy who i cant live without.To me Love is like giving someone the power to break your heart but trust them not to.And it suck even more to know that your trust have just been played around.Save You,thats the one song that i'll think of when it comes to you.Like straight away.Weird much.You never know the way you tear me up inside.It takes you forever?If only i could find the answer.You make me feel right,that i cant explain.Arrrgh.Okeey stop,i dont wanna cry no more.Otp with kirbs,hahaa.Good name right,kirbs.Doing other stuff to forget that im hurt:D Kk im out.
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K hey again.Its my 2 post.First of all,i miss wearing SchoolUniform .Currently vid calling/webcaming with Hudd.Im bored and i talk to myself when she's talking to me.We make it like 'Live Mtv Interview' on air something like that.Hahaa,i was talking to myself when she's trying to figure out what am i doing.So now you know hudd,haha.She eats alot.You dont know her,she can eat chips with chocolate.K im just making that up.Lol!So Hudd tagg me.To do this freaking long quiz.God thanks hudd.Hahaa.I think i miss you?Umm.I felt you.
K here it goes.
1. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- Dancer,maybe.
2. Have you ever fallen in love?
- Yup,i have.
3. Do you like older guys/girls?
- I dont know-.-
4. Who are the most important to you?
-Family,Friends,Loved ones.
5. Who/what are you thinking right now?
- Hudd,cause she eats alot.HAHAA.
6. What is your favourite colour?
- Blue,Red and maybe Green.
7. Are you seriously in love?
- Once,but never really turn out to be like how i thought it would-.-
8. Would you cry for the one you love?
- Yes, I would.You wont!?
9. Have you ever failed in life?
- Yeah.
10. What is your full name?
- Nur Amira Fazirah Bte {My Dad's Name}
11. Do you like your first name?
- Hmm,i think?
12. How long have you liked the person you currently like?
- 8months,tough journey-.-
13. Have you kissed someone in the last 48 hours?
- Yeaa,my small cousin.Hahaha.
14. Did you cry today?
- Matter of fact,i did.
15. What are you doing this morning at 8am?
- Sleeping like one fat pig, haha.
16. What are you doing an hour ago?
- Surf net , Singapore Idol.
17. What are you currently doing?
- Quiz.
18. Who last texted you a msg?
- Farhan,my best ever guyfriend in the whole world.Credit me for this Aan,haha.
19. Have you told anybody that you love them today?
- No, LOL.
20. Do you miss anyone now?
- Yes! Miss {putthefreakingnamehere} badly :'(
21. Any plans for tomorrow?
- Yeah! Like hell yeah! Books coming my way!! Yay,i miss storybooks.
22. Is there anyone you want to be with now?
- Yeaa,i guess.
23. Name someone who make you smile today.
- My cute sister,hudd!
24. Name a friend whose name stats with " Z "
- No one i guess.Oh wait,zulaikha?K i dontknow how to spell her name.
25. Which of your friend stay closest to you?
- Iqyn,Aliyah,Hudd & Ja.Yea i know,closest but i wanna list down all of them.My prob,hehe.
26. Do you prefer to call or text?
- Call.
27. Was yesterday better than today?
- Yesterday.
28. Can you live a day without your tv and phone?
- A day? Yeah sure hahaha. Got computer! :)
29. Are you mad about anything now?
- Mad yeaa,always infact.But gotta get used to it.
30. Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?
- No?Maybe Yes?
31. Last person you visited in a hospital?
- Umm,i dont know?
32. When is your last and second last hug.
- Yesterday,iqyn.I guess.
34. How do you feel about your life right now?
- Boringggggggg.
35. Do you hate anyone?
- Yeah.
36. Last person you called?
- Iqyn.
37. Who usually sent you the most texts in a month?
- Iqyn.
38. Is your room messy now?
- YUP,true! Hahaa.
39. What are you currently doing?
- Quiz.
40. Tag 10 person to do this quiz.
Ummm,i dont know.If you wanna do it den go ahead.
If you dont wish to den its alright too. Hah.
Heyheyhey.Ive been sleeping late lately.Yesterday i slept at 3 after watching CSI.The past three days ive been sleeping at 4.And waking up at 5pm.Hahaa.And i'll continue on with tomorro without bathing.Great isnt it.So currently doing nothing.Ive been wanting to watch 2012.No ones gonna watch it with me,damit.&& yesterday called Hasanah for confirmation on Hols Trainings.And you know the 'Jy Open House' thingy that people have been talking bout.And every other Cca have thier own trainings & pracs.But Np 50-50.Since sec2s cadet having their ATC.Fuuugook! I mean every UG participated in it but not ours.Aiyoyo,spoilt la. Hasanah said its a 50-50 chance that we're paticipating.Now listening to 'My Heart Will Go On' , the stengah mati song that people always palys on Graduation.Lol.But its a great song la kirekan,it brings back memories uh.Haisshh.I miss P6 Cameron Trip!! When i look back i laugh at every moment we're together.Cause i dont think it means a tiny thing to you.We were too young alright.Something great to laugh to tho.K thats it.Hahaa.I miss Hudd & Ja.I miss fyqq[with tudong version] alot.Hahaa.I waana meet up loves! Right,thats bout it.Im out.
Hey currently at iqyn's house.Went here for fun.Lol.Okeey see you when i see you.Im out.
For all time.
HeyHooHoo.I slept at 4 am yesterday,now fucking tired.I really got nothing to do -.-No ones chatting with me.Can someone just someone please chat with me.Gosh.Currently listening to Paramore's New Album.Peoples talking bout 'Jy Open House' and everyone's having their own cca training.But mine,no one talks bout it.What happen.Arent we in it too,i mean all UGS participated what.Even NccS.Np so cock-up [ cool right,cock-up.Lol ] Syafiq asked me to help him text kirby,to go online.So kirby,online like right now! Den my works done alright.Ive not been going out with gsb.And that sucks,i miss em.Ive not been going to iqyn's house.Really miss her house smell.I am so sick,haha.And fact is,her house do smells good,real good.I miss aliyah's voice.Of all,yes her voice.I miss everything alright.I miss yanti's randomness.I miss natazul crapness.I miss farah's long nike sock that she wears to school.I miss musq-moodswings.I miss jueta's pretty-boom-spring.I miss sharliza's smile.Im out.
Lately,ive been thinking bout you.Baby you dont know what im going through.
But everytime when i look at your face,i forgot bout all my problems.
Baby cause you lighten up my day.And whenever im with you i feel so right.
Cause im falling for you.Boy you're the one i choose.
Cause i care so much about you.You're always on my mind.
I need you to be by my side.I want you to be mine.
For all time.
So beautiful are those sparkling eyes.So wonderful with you i'd never ever cry.
I want you to know,you're the one i'll always treasure.
How else can i show that we have something special.
You're probably my only light.
|Gone|
Hey,weird things happen to me lately.Yesterday went S11 with ibu and emy.Was walking towards the door when this one uncle wink at me.WhatTheFuck much.Later that night went to Costa Sands for fauzi's birthday party.Eat,eat & eat.Went back late.And thats bout it.Today woke up at 4 pm.Hahaa! Really,i was fucking tired.I slept like pig.Woke up,straight switch on comp.Den had this one long nice chat with my girls.MergeConvo with hudd & jaja.Talking bout stuff,we got some catching up to do.Share joy and sorrows[ im just being random uh right. HAHA. ] Den hudd gave us this one link.This one philipino guy singing and dancing to the music.Hella funny la.Hilarious to the max!So in between of our conversation,i get really hungry.And decided to cook maggi.So here it goes,i wanted my maggi to be spicy.So i took the 'Powder Lada Hitam' den pour it la.Den the whole cover thingy came off.So there's like fucking alot of power lada hitam in my maggi.And luckyly i managed to scoop up alilbit of it.And so my maggi turn out to be freakingly-superbly spicy.I want it to be spicy not efffffffingly spicy alright.I still gotta eat it la since i was so hungry. I just come back from ikea with mom and everyone.And i wore skirt,and you know what.I wore it the opposite side you know!!!!I didnt realise it until my mom tegoh.Luckyly i havent went out yet uh.Fucking malu la i tell you.Currently chatting with semot.Als & Mot,dont worry im alright.Really,thanks you guys.Gotta go.
See,weird things happen to me.BEWARE.Its gonna be your turn soon people,haha.
Tittle : Dont brag about it,fuck you.
|Things that bother me.To,you know who you are.|Ive been noticing that you're trying to avoid me in anyway nowadays,thats fine.Dont try to try to pretend that you're trying to care when you dont.Figure that out yourselve.Dont try to make me believe that you're actually concern of when you dont.Cause sometimes when you're trying too hard,it all appear right in your face.So i can tell that you're actually just trying fucking hard to look like you care.When you dont give a damn.Dont try to act like you're not bragging about it when in silence you are.That just pissed me off,really.Fuck.What if you can ||||||||,so what.Its been awhile actually.I can take it once but not any more.For once,i am fucking pissed off.Dont ever try to look like you're not braging and insulting me when you are,right in my face.Try to act like some innocent human being when you're hellof a devil.You really blow my goodmood away-.-
HeyHeyYouYou.I woke up at 12 just now,freaking early right.Well,to me.Cause i dont usually wake up early,haha.Was fbing just now and ive stop already since its getting boring.So curently listening to Albert Posis.Im bored plus broke.Hahaa.Heard gbs talking bout going bowling.But what happen uh guys?Hahaa.Macam no one update me only,haissh.For one moment,i miss aliyah.[Aww,am i sweet or what.K jokes.]Hahaa,weird right but fact it i miss her.Nowadays she seldom online,or maybe i myself seldom online.I just dont have the chance to chat with her nowadays.Chat soon alright als.So,still bored you know.Mot,open house.Good luck.Hmm -.-I dont believe it,i never thought you would do that to me.Weird enough.I havent shower and im fucking hungry so i gotta eat,really.Music in my stomach,how cool.Im out.
Its crazy how a someone you love saw you crying and ask why when its all about them.
Assalamualaikum people.Woke up at 2 just now.Currently doing nothing,i am bored.Bored.Yesterday went jaja's house,meet up with hudd and fyqq.At 3 pm.Watched 'Kuntilanak Kamar Mayat',the movie's not interesting.Really,its so zzz.Even jaja admit it.Hahaa.Right ja?After jaja,hudd and me finish watching the movie,we waited for fyqq to come.She's schooling,so she said she might be alil late.Waited for fyqq since she said she'll bring vcds.So waited for her awhile.She brought 'Chukey' & 'Bohsia'.Fyqq wanna watch Chukey but since i watched it already we decided to just watch Bohsia.Watched Bohsia with jaja's family,fucking embarassing la.Haissh,so we watched Bohsia together.It was okeey -/- After that,took pictures,alot.Will be in fb.Catch up on thing alil bit.And when home around 8 pm yesterday.And that is it :D People,alot of people msged me nowadays.And i cant reply,cause my prepaid finish already.So sorry for not replying guys!So dont msg me if you know you're gonna get annoyed when i dont reply you people,okey hah.It has been 3 hours since i woke up just now yet i still havent shower.I'll shower when i feel like showering okey,haha.So k,imissyou.Im out.
Today had outing with npcc.Walk to pasir ris beach,from school.Seriously tired but its still fun la.So reach there and eat.After break,clean-the-beach time.Aiyoyo,no one would ever want to pick a littter thats not their's,right?Ever.But we,have to pick up fucking litter.Haissh,but when time goes by you can see that we're having fun.Bond la kan.When mac afterwards with hasanah,nadiah,jannah and every la eh.Eat/Talk for like 3 hours.I swear,we're noisy la.People all around was staring at us.We aint gonna give no damn,lol.So we continue talking till the very end.I cant take it already.All smelly/dirty/sweaty,i decided to went home.Hahaa.Like compo eh.Went out just now and currently at aunt's house.Doing nothing,lol.Just computer-ing :)I break down the moment i saw it.Cant help it.
Even if its maybe just a friend to friend thing,but i just dont think it is.
I suck,just gotta say it.I mean i still cant forget everything.
It means the world to me,and even if i try my ass off to just
for a moment forget everything/you.I just cant.
The question is why cant i?
" If at one moment i start to matter,do tell me "
I am fucking pissed off on this fucking day.
Arrrrrgggh !
Sizzling hot! I want 'em.
Hey,i am bored.I got nothing to do at home.Hey i am so random.Am i random,yes i am right.Farhan aku tau kau slalu bace blog aku,lol.So read this.I cant reply kau la brother.Ppd finish liao.Kau nk topupkan tk?Hahaa,k jokes.On the 26?Aku tk agak aku free.Serious,tk bedek.Hahaa.Even if im free i dont think i wanna go.I dont have damn $$.
Okeey,okey bye.
Love is giving someone the power to break your heart but trusting them not to.
It happens anyway.
Your smile is to die for.
Still cant accept the fact.
Alamak dear,i forget to msg you pagi tadi la.Sorry eh.I didnt forget about today,really.And im sorry for not celebrating it with you.Im broke,so broke.
You lift me to my feet when my wings have trouble remembering how to fly.
I love you alot Annicea Novy Galarrdo.
I just want you to know that having you as a friend is a real blessing to me.
Happy Birthday My Dear Anni.May all your wishes come to life.
Finally i got the pictures,yay.I havent pay for my photo taking photo yet,err haha?And i havent sign my report book.Shiitto!Today is fucking boring.Nothing happen,didnt go out,havent bath yet ooopsy.The whole day stuck on computer.Its been one day of hols,and i miss school already.And everyone in it [ Shut up Farhan! ; D ] I dont have anything to blog,really.Hahaa,so peace.Im out.
Im stuck with computer from just now.I really got nothing to do.Until Farhan msg me told me that he's no longer with her.He told me that she dump him because she thinks he dont care anymore about her and thier relationship when he try his very best to show her how much she means to him.And that everything on earth wont worth living when she's not around.And i know that too Aan,so dont get all upset of losing her.When she herself dont even care bout you no more and she dont even give a damn to you when you really loves her.I dont mean to make her look bad,but you gotta move on bro.You cant live in your pass.There is still people who cares bout you as much as i do.And i know you've tried your best to convince her that you really do care bout her and bout you guy's r.ship but she dont seems to believe you,no more.Doesnt mean no one believes you anymore.I do.I do believe in you.I believe that you can move on and be a better guy for a better girl.I believe that there's still girls that go crazy bout you.So cheer up.Maybe im not one of the girls but maybe Maliyia would be one of them,HAHA.K im sorry (: I dont blame you for not forgeting her and can never will but you gotta move on,even if it takes time alright.You're not alone Farhan :D
So 30 oct school's end.Weeeeeeee.And got back our report books.Promoted man promoted.But pass without flying colours -.- Hahaa.Serious.After school went bs with the usuals.Than straigt to 893.Took alot of pictures together.Goats are lame?Hahaa.Went back at around 2 cant stay cause meeting my girls.Iqyn and Aliyah went home too cause they're meeting their girls.Its hols,im free.At last free to go out with my bestest buddy.So went home and straight change and out.Ibu gave me $3.50 since everyone's broke. Really,lols. Then waited 15 mins for the freaking bus.Meet them at Green House,Food Culture.I wanted to hug huda but didnt-.-Miss her to the corem man.Can tell that anni's excited of meeting me :p Im excited too dear.Went to buy friendship bands.So what if its outdated.Me and hudd bought the same band.And jaja and anni bought the same band.After that went T1 and roof.There's no one at the rooftop and coincedently there's 4 benches that joins together. Selfishly we took it all for us.Hahaa.Took alot of time catching up on things.Oh Yaa! Jaja & Anni,congrats :'p At last hah.So happy,too happy for you guys.Hudd's still the chill little lady that ive known all this while.So glad that you dont change.We talk about everything/anything.Shared everything,after that we took alot of pictures.Trust me,alot of pictures.Too many will upload in fb.After that went tampines mall awhile before going back.We gotta go back early since anni needs to be back before dark.After walking around tampines mall for like 30 min we went home.Went home at 5.30pm.Reach home at 6.30pm cause meet Farhan for a while.Farhan bought me cadbury,aww that's so sweet of him,uh right.Farhan sent me home and the end.The next day,nothing happen -.- Today,Farhan wanna ask me out,follow him go bowling with his friends.No cash man Aan.Too bad la,if i got duit i go out with you la okey.Dont marahmarah eh,:D Nothing really happen today.Just that words sometimes is even bigger than action.You can always say i hate you now and forever but sometimes it just dont matter.Cause you know,you guys have each other deep down there,no matter what.