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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

[ Camera's lie-ing,im tired of pretending to smile ]

Heey.Today has been one 'great' day.See,thats how honest people are to me.Arrgh,predicted this.But its no big deal.You gotta help me to help you.I know,You know too its gonna be bloody damn difficult for me to do all this but i'll try.I promise to realise and leave.Dont worry i wont effect anything,its gonna be just as pernormal when suddenly you know im done loving you.I promise not to disturb you guy.Maybe its a good thing that ive got to know bout this,if not i'll surely be disturbing you guys,right.So now that i know,i'll try to realise everything and leave.
I promise.Its meaningless kan,i knew this was coming.I predicted it,when i just wish this wont happen,but it did.Ive had enough,it hurts more that i can ever control.Im gonna sacrified anything/everything for you friend.Even if its gonna hurt.Remember this,i love you friend.You gotta be happy,whatever it takes.I just felt so foolish.Shouldnt have fall for him if he's gonna leave me,in anyway.Enough with one hard-to-deal-with guy,now its you.You broke my heart.
For sure.Broke mine,fine whatever.Broke hers,i'll break you into pieces.Take my words.
Maybe it is fate,i just cant get someone who's sincere enough.All my 13 years of life,ive suffered enough.Everything's going against my way.God,i beg you help me.Help me to get him off my mind.Help me to know who's just honest enough towards me.If there's any.I dont like crying infront of people,but i just did.Jazreen,im just fine.Not to worry.'100's days making me older but i just cant forget you.'Random-ism,now that you're meaningless to me.Love her cause of her.
Love her cause you want to,not to get what you wanted.I swear i'll get you lyin down on the ground if any point of time i found you treating her like shit.I swear,talk my damn words.
Argggh,i love you.You know that.She loves you too,and you love her too dont you.That sucks!
Fuckfuckfuckfuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk,hating myself.I felt so guilty of loving you now.Someone,tell me,im the one to be blame.im sorry friend,i wont be loving him no more.You gotta trust me,he's all yours.



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