another awesome soul

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I dont have the chance to blog-.-

I went home at 3.30 and so do iqyn.

I slept all the way till now since i know that daddy said we're going out later.

But i dont think we are.

So due to that i didnt go session.

Arrrggh!

I wanna go session,badly :'S

I got 7 miss calls.

But when i called back no one answers -.-

Today is damn boring.

So true.

Tmr is one big day.

Eoy exams starts tmr,that suck.

Gotta go.

Continue sleeping.

Whenever you think you dont have it,you seriously gotta search harder :D

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I tried to hide it but it aint going my way.

isuck.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Heyheyhey,its been quite some time since i last update properly.I dont have the chance to.Yesterday was one hard day. Damn.There's no point thinking bout it over and over again.Shall stop here.Finally raye is here ya'll.Didnt took family photo,at all :'( Should have took.So raye is great?What should i say.Enough drink,Enough food,Enough mooooney.Is that heaven on earth :D Despite 'killing-me-preparation' for raye,everything is great.Everything is in place before we knew it.Buds/Friends,plan for jalan raye okeey.FuckShitFuckShit (wink qyn :D),EOY exams is during raye.Is that crap or what!?Im scared of exams and espeacially for this particular one.Scared,i dont pay any attention to teachers that shouts and write on huge whiteboard noting down pages that students should be doing or should i say i dont pay attention in class?Haha.In every subjects?Arrrrrgggh,hate what we call e x a m s .Dont you people hate exams,i sure do.Schools.School's been alright like any other typical school day.Work,work and more works.Friends getting funner.And yes,should i buy nike highcut or puma or whatever.Or should i buy sizzling hot dope pants.Or do my hair.Or,any ideas? I wanna buy this one effing nice puma highcut that cost around $90.Each and everyday,my money will decrease,decrease and decrease.Arrrggh,i want shoe.I wasted my money to alot of stuffs.Chibs.You're gonna be mine soon,sizzling hot puma highcut !!!! I miss huda,i dont know why.Lets go jalan raye someday huda,jaja :D F1 started,k thats one random thing to say.I dont watch guys in racing cars making alot of noise :D I love Man-U.Hahaa?

If you think you're in love,think again.Cause love isnt as fair as you think it is.

-.-

Thursday, September 24, 2009

It sucks to know that you own a family
when you dont feel like you have one :'(

Friday, September 18, 2009

Heyheyhey.Currently helping mom clean up the house.Last min uh. one day to raye! Excited but not excited.Hahaa?Didnt attend school just now cause i woke up late.Woke up at 8 in the morning when school started at 7.So i beg mom to allow me not to attend school.Hahaa,and she did allow.So yeeaa.Breaking fast outside,kfc.House in a mess la i tell you.Dad havent paint house yet.This year raye,eveything's not well prepared.Hows yours?Mom ironing curtain while im playing the comp.Everyone else still outside,haiyoyoo.Now chatting with jaja.She didnt realise ive been onlining from just now after like what 1hr -.- Hahaa,silly you jaja.And yes,oral just ended.Fuuueew,im done thinking bout oral :D I really hope i'll pass.Pray hard.Now,new prob.EOY exams coming soon.Like freaking soon laa.Takot man.I really gotta work on math,geog,phys and everything else uh -.- Arrrgggh.Break fast soon,so see yaa.Im very hungry even when im not fasting today,hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Selamat Hari Raye okeey.And im sorry if ive done wrong to you aite people of the world.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Heey,today was alright.And tmr having oral.Arrgh shit,scared.Gotta pray hard for me eh?Haha.Believe it or not,i havent buy my baju raye.Panic! No seriously,i havent have the chance to go geylang and look for bajus.Neither does my mom.And sis.Its gonna be 3 days den poof there goes all kind of Kuih that will be serve on the table.Gonna look for it today,i think.I want my baju raye fast,please.What if there's no size for me,arrrrggggggggggggghhh!And im sorry if ive hurt anyone in anyway.I am seriously sorry.Thats not what i mean .It supposed to be something you should be happy for not to feel guilty or anything.I swear.
To This Particular Friend,if you're reading this,can you please dont feel guilty.You did nothing wrong and there's nothing to be guilty of.Low profile,i promise.Let it just be you,me,her&her :D Amaciam,ada baik ? Hahaa,Slamat Hari Raye eh.R'dan tk bagos bring up things that we shouldnt tauu.So im sorry and lets move on eh als.i know i tence to get nasty at times,dont mind me alright.Ive decide to call this a crush and nothing more.Crush is just a crush and i promise you it wont get any deeper.Crush is a crush but ive decide to just wont love him :D I say this cause i want to not cause you're my friend okeey,friend..Wuuuuuuuuu.

I love you red indian,hehe.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

[ Camera's lie-ing,im tired of pretending to smile ]

Heey.Today has been one 'great' day.See,thats how honest people are to me.Arrgh,predicted this.But its no big deal.You gotta help me to help you.I know,You know too its gonna be bloody damn difficult for me to do all this but i'll try.I promise to realise and leave.Dont worry i wont effect anything,its gonna be just as pernormal when suddenly you know im done loving you.I promise not to disturb you guy.Maybe its a good thing that ive got to know bout this,if not i'll surely be disturbing you guys,right.So now that i know,i'll try to realise everything and leave.

I promise.Its meaningless kan,i knew this was coming.I predicted it,when i just wish this wont happen,but it did.Ive had enough,it hurts more that i can ever control.Im gonna sacrified anything/everything for you friend.Even if its gonna hurt.Remember this,i love you friend.You gotta be happy,whatever it takes.I just felt so foolish.Shouldnt have fall for him if he's gonna leave me,in anyway.Enough with one hard-to-deal-with guy,now its you.You broke my heart.

For sure.Broke mine,fine whatever.Broke hers,i'll break you into pieces.Take my words.

Maybe it is fate,i just cant get someone who's sincere enough.All my 13 years of life,ive suffered enough.Everything's going against my way.God,i beg you help me.Help me to get him off my mind.Help me to know who's just honest enough towards me.If there's any.I dont like crying infront of people,but i just did.Jazreen,im just fine.Not to worry.'100's days making me older but i just cant forget you.'Random-ism,now that you're meaningless to me.Love her cause of her.

Love her cause you want to,not to get what you wanted.I swear i'll get you lyin down on the ground if any point of time i found you treating her like shit.I swear,talk my damn words.

Argggh,i love you.You know that.She loves you too,and you love her too dont you.That sucks!

Fuckfuckfuckfuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk,hating myself.I felt so guilty of loving you now.Someone,tell me,im the one to be blame.im sorry friend,i wont be loving him no more.You gotta trust me,he's all yours.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Love is not about finding someone you can live with,
Its finding someone you cant live without.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Broke fast with sisters yesterday,had lotsa fun.Let the picture tell the story alright.

God gave me hella great friends.Love you guys like no others :D

[Miss that old man up there :)]

I miss soccer,badly :( I miss soccer trainings,miss my boots,miss my soccermates,miss my coachs,miss my jersey,miss my padang katong,miss my bola,miss my maggie uncle.

I miss coach saleh -.- Missing my hilarious fall during match,haa.Missing naqiah's shouts whenever ball gets close to goalpost,hahaa.Miss coach saleh's annoying lecture.Miss the icepop that ive always buy during halftime.Miss coach yusof.Miss each and every moment of soccer.Bear with me for a moment,im just missing soccer too much,hehee :D

Meeting hudd and jaja 5.30 at inter.Cant wait :D

I guess thats it,gotta read my book ya'll.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Heey,im happy today.So happy.Breaking fast with hudd and jaja tmr,cant wait you know.Currently doing nothing -.- Happy yet bored.' Batu belah batu bertanggop,aku nk belah telinge macam nk mletop. ' Farhan msged me that,hahaa.My house noisy-er la Aan dont worry common la all this.Mak aku memekak lagi tkleh angs,aku bilang kau. Hahaa.And congrats to your winning of the Dance Compe eh kauu!Seriously cant wait for tmr,any last min changes update me ok.Read Miraa's blog,and cheer up eh miraa.He dont deserve you la,at all :D You're pretty so dont worry wait and see whats gonna happen next.Get over it alright miraa? :D [ Not praising myself btw,that mira is not me,peeps ] Hahahaa. Today is my lazy day uh,freakin lazy to go out.Got stuck with this one book,New Cardiff.Romantic Love Story,finishing it soon.Imagine how much you sacrified for your lovedones,very toughing la the story.Too toughing till it make me cry,hahaa.This one guy leave his town just for this girl,vera,cause people says she's getting married.She herself admit it.Few months or isit years when she appear looking for him cause she felt guilty.Cause all that wedding invitation is just a joke.Damn girl,isnt she?!He's freakin hurt la .You guys should read it,its hella good book.Helping ibu masak -.- , see yaa.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Ayeayeaye!Currently chatting/webcaming with qyn.Hahahaa.Muke busok la qyn.Havent bath yet XD.Watching Jabbawockeez and soreal,They're the sickest crew laa.Haiizzzz..If only i could dance like them ehh,dream on eh.Kecik,busok!Hahaa.Buat kueh tu,banyakbanyak la eh.Hahahaa!So i can makan also.Rotting la at home -.- Must go out,must,must and must.

Okeeey,will update properly later.Daada~

Monday, September 7, 2009

Watch it,freaking awesome.Obsessed,hahaa.

Heeey,i woke up at 10 when everybody is still deep asleep. Checked my phone and saw 3 msges.From Huda,Farhan and Azim.Huda said she can break fast outside today.So i freakin happy la for that very moment cause i miss her already .Den she msged again saying that plan changed cause jaja's family going out today and that she needs to follow.Hmm,den its alright la so i thought there's still tmr right.And hudd say now its her turn.Cause she's going outing with family tmr -.- Maan,that sucks.Ive not break fast outside even once,that is shit uh kan.Hahaaa! But nemind there's still tmr,the day after,the week later.Fuckedface~So yeaa,Farhan and Azim msged due to boringness,i bet.Hahaa,Fuck you guys.Msg me early in the morning.Guess what this lil Farhan msged me at 8 a.m Dont you think im still in bed Aan?Hahaa.Azim im free but im just too lazy la bro,lain kali eh.Okeey,currently listening to AJ Rafael AGAIN.And it felt like years since i last step in school.Hahaa?Weird isnt it.I hate school but i miss it when holidays starts.I mean really miss it.Hahaaa!!! Hudd say we're breaking fast together on thursday.Confirm okeey hudd? Will be posting again soon.And btw,i've stop liking ..already.Get that clear.

Was webcaming with her,hmmm.She looks like she's forced to smile,isnt she :(

Heeyy,currently chatting/webcaming with jaja.Hahaaa,plan cepatcepat k jaja.Break fast outside tauu,dont forget hoor.And hudd too. Pictures will be upload soon :D

Miss each and every moment of it.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Heey [ bigo smile ] Woke up at 10?Currently doing nothing,listening to AJ Rafael. Planing to break fast outside with hudd and jaja.Soon,real soon.Rottin at home la i tell you.Today,hudd cant break fast outside so do jaja.I think.Really need to go out and have fun -.- It felt like hell la..No mood to post longlong uh,be posting again later.See ya.

[ Yeaa,him.That guy own a great voice,kan]
Hahaa! K,i just get to know that my sis actually do read my blog and tagg.Hahahaa!Man,thats something i dont know .. Hmmm,awkward la actually.And yeaa,dont forget to bring enough money to buy me things in Phuket okeey mok :D If there's any. Haizz,you go overseas too often.And that means,im sleeping alone again.Grrrr!Shouldnt have go for your hols.Currently using my sis lappie,for fun.Hmmm,haha.I mean i dont get to use her laptop that often so i guess i'll give it a try uh.Hahahaa.She's in her room,shouting.Very noisy laa,hahaa.Iqyn help me with my Links.Thank you hor kecik,lurp you manymany.Hahahaa,eeee.I think i miss going to school already,haiyayaai.7 days of break,imagine that.Miss tham called chasin arnd for the travel form.Hahahaa! And sorry cher,i seriously didnt remember bout submitin the form to you.School reopen i submit la aite.Dont angryangry hor miss tham :X
Hmmm.And one last thing,I LOVE YOU,sister.You've always been there for me.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

AJ really have that freakin great voice.Touching isnt it?
I kind of cry listening to him.

Heeyyheyy.Currently watching vids on youtube.And i just get to know that filipino's do sing.
They own a great voice.AJ Rafael is one great singer laa :D Im bored,family cleaning who whole house uh today.Well,can tell that im not helping.Hahaa.I just realise that there's only 2 weeks to raye.And nothing seems to be in place.Cleaning in process.Baju raye havent even think bout that.Kueh Raye,havent buy any of the ingredients.Im playin the comp while their're doing things,hahaa.I really love AJ Rafael la [ shouts ] Currently still watchin him on youtube.Man,he do sing la.Planning to buke luar with budds.But no one seems to wanna go,including me.HAHAA! Well,im just lazy la.Farah's lazy too.Iqyn cant cause yesterday he gets back at 12.Yanti 50-50,can tell that.Hahaa.Musq,Nazatul,Sharliza dont know.Damn bored laa -.- Haiyaa.And its gonna be 1 week which is equal to 7 days and equal to 168hrs of breaks.I know its gonna be pain in the ass la kan.But at least i can rest from all that lectures uh,hahaa.And still watching AJ.He's one sick singer. See ya,wanna go check him out on youtube :D