its been what,few weeks when blogger turns sick,real sick -.-
fucker right? its the blogger or isit my computer uh!
i still cant upload gambar (!!!) vvvvuckedup. bro went home
at 12 yesterday,great or what. he's getting wilder and wilder
every bloody day.pray hard he wont jadi mat,amin. yeaa,he's growing
up but its not fair for me uh.he go downtown went back at 12,mami said
NOTHING.but when i told her i wanna night study,or even just to go
library to study she'll make stupid vvucking excuse for me to not go.
one common excuse, " you're too young " -.-? come on laa,if i dont get
a little freedom i wont be growing,am i. in other words,you need to give me
some freedom for me to grow rather than just being your little kid.immean,its hard
to explain but its harder to stand the pain.you're just being unfair mami.
give me chance to prove to you that im no longer a kid,mami.maybe im being kind of
rude,but if you want your little kid to grow,you cant keep them safe in your hands
all the times..rightt? maybe its hard for you to let me 'fly' up high. but for now can i
just get out of the shelter, mami? you got every right to control me and teach me in
evrything but i still got every right to grow on. maybe you feel that im still young,
yes im young but im growing and i want to cause i want you to know that your cute,naughty,playful,
irritating,short,who-gets-you-all-angryed-up lil kid is growing up. no matter what,i still
relay on you in everything but just for once i need 'this tiny' freedom from you,mami.
i hope mami understand me,amin :D
pity kakakgemok,she's sick.the whole half part of her body can move and she's only 20.can move la
but moves slowly.gahhh,she'll semboh,praypraypray hard,amin!