~Arrrgggh,somehow i think i just fail in everything~
~Its pain in the ass~
:'(

Ayeee.School's fun,i think?Still cant forget,we should ikot aidil's and im's trend.Saw im's kindergarten picture.And guess what,they're from the same kindergarden,isnt that cute.Hahahaa!And aidil wore baju kurong on Chinese New Year!HAHAHAA! Im even wore mickey mouse costume on Chinese New Year,real joker.We look at it,we laugh our ass off uh.Hahahaa!End school at 12.15 pm,i went back straight.Cause i wanna sleep,hahaa!I slept for 2 hrs den woke up get ready and get back to schl.Got npcc.Wore P.T.Cant find my bloody damn track pants laa! HAAAIIIYAAA!Den wore bro's.Yadayadayadaa,today dont have drill,man thats freakin boring i tell you.Get back home at 5.30pm.Im so lapar,lucky him can buke outside.Im sabar-ing uh actually.Have fun qyn,makan ingatingat aku tauu!HAHAAA,any good idea than dinner with the one you cherish..Hahahaa.Winkyqyn. {insertname} is freakin sweet uh :D He treats me well,real well.30 mins to buke,Slamat berbuke peoples.
Im off.

Heyheyheyy.I dont know why i still cant upload pics,haiyahaiyaa.School's as pernormal,im very tired uh.I slept all the way in LIT.Thanks for 'waking' me up :D School ended at 1.15.After that,went lib with iqyn and aliyah.We do nothing for like 20 mins den we started to go search for books,hahaa.Saw sharliza and faris together,again.Weird...
Haaahaa,no life sia kiterorang.Mom called,ask where am i.I said im at lib(at least i didnt lie -.-)Like always,she nags and shout at me,well i dont blame her.Im used to it.Its 3.30 and she expect me to get home at 4.And i did.Oh,did i miss out something,bro didnt go to school today.Cause why,he cant get up early after mom try to wakes him up 1000th times.Thats crap,isnt it!Well,not that im tryna make him look bad but he's getting lazyer and lazyer each day to go school,come on.Who're you without education?When i get home,he's siap-ing.Ironing baju and cargo pants.I gave him that stare,he ignore.Man,i dislike him even more now!Den dad asked him,"kau nk pegi mane emy".Den my mom help to answer,"Oh,dier nk gi qym.Yang kat blakang tu je." Get it?Is she tryin to side my bro whenever he's in wrong but not for me?Pissed off?!!Gonna buke soon,im so gonna shut up in front of ibu -.-

Heyy.School's alright.Had to move to level 3,art room.For some reason?Lesson's as usual on a typical mondays.
OHH YEAA!I accidently eat chewgums in class just now,i freak out sia knowing that i actually puase.The smell of mentos chewgums make me crazy.I shout effing loud,pity aidil.Hahaaa,he's the first one to ask me what happen,hahahaa!Den i say im eating chewgum,he try to convince me that if i didnt do it on purpose den its alright.But what do you expect,im freakinly in a shocked situasion.I swear it wasnt on purpose.I mean its only the 3rd day,when i batal my puase already.I kind of cry..Thats embarassing.I cry silently,without trying to attract people's attention.Hahaaa.That was hell a shocking part of my day.I run to the dustbin to spit the chewgum out,thats when erwin and im saw it :-| Tryna forget everything that happened just now,Gaahhh.And im sorry,i thought you're still in pain and thats why i asked you.I thought you're still not over it.But you're just fine right,:) Buke's in less than 1 hr.My tummy's noisy,playin drum kot -.- Andand,view farah's bloggie.
" You appear in my dream everyday " Wahwahh,i didnt know you were that sweet farah! Hahaaa,cm no life sia aku.
Spot aje 'kemanisan' kau!! Malu kan malu -.- ? Hhaahaa. No life suckers. Hahahaa.Iqyn had fun,i bet :D
Okeyy laa,gotta prepare things for buke.Slamat Berbuke,Freaks!

Hey ya'll.Today's the second day of R'dam.Tryin to get 1 whole month fulled.Currently doing nothing.TemptationS.
I want beef pasta,badly!Kecik just help me change my blogskin,haha.Thanks eh,and dont worry.Im lovin it.
Its lawa,seriously.Read hudd's bloggie,i felt so guitly of not going to the 'meet up'.Once again im sorry aite,loveS.i'll make it up to you guys,i promise :D I miss you too much too,huda. i regret not meeting up,for sure.
*crycrycry* And jaja,its alright.Besides its not your fault.Nono,im sorry.Blogger just cant get any sick-er,fuck that.Hate it so much!I cant upload picture nor can i even view jaja's blog :'[ Waitin for it,buke's in 2hr. My tummy hurts,cause i eat alot during sahur yet im still hungry,hahaa.My tummy is growin bigger and bigger,haha.
Im so gonna gain weight.Weird,people lose weight during fasting but i dont XD.2morro's schooling,assignment's killin me.For a moment,i thought its over.I cant see why we must shuts up.But see,buddys stays together and never ever shuts up.Dont worry,we're good dearja :D Im not blaming you jaja.Should have asked me first if im mad at you la love,haha.And now,we're alright like before kan.Helping mom to prepare for buke,so long people of the world.

heyy.qyn wanna help me with my fugly blogskin,haha.bro go bugis,wanna watch movie.ayah ask where he go,
ibu says he go tampmall infront of me.so my bro wont get scolded by dad.ARRRGGGHHH! freaking shit,isnt it?!!
its fucking not fair,when i go out she nags when abg go out she shut up and even sides him.
*screamloudloud!* whatever. listening to omarion and bow wow.im bored.tryin to chocreo to tpain's song. haha,its crap. my step is crap,haizesss.today's school as pernormal.missing hudd :D

its been what,few weeks when blogger turns sick,real sick -.-
fucker right? its the blogger or isit my computer uh!
i still cant upload gambar (!!!) vvvvuckedup. bro went home
at 12 yesterday,great or what. he's getting wilder and wilder
every bloody day.pray hard he wont jadi mat,amin. yeaa,he's growing
up but its not fair for me uh.he go downtown went back at 12,mami said
NOTHING.but when i told her i wanna night study,or even just to go
library to study she'll make stupid vvucking excuse for me to not go.
one common excuse, " you're too young " -.-? come on laa,if i dont get
a little freedom i wont be growing,am i. in other words,you need to give me
some freedom for me to grow rather than just being your little kid.immean,its hard
to explain but its harder to stand the pain.you're just being unfair mami.
give me chance to prove to you that im no longer a kid,mami.maybe im being kind of
rude,but if you want your little kid to grow,you cant keep them safe in your hands
all the times..rightt? maybe its hard for you to let me 'fly' up high. but for now can i
just get out of the shelter, mami? you got every right to control me and teach me in
evrything but i still got every right to grow on. maybe you feel that im still young,
yes im young but im growing and i want to cause i want you to know that your cute,naughty,playful,
irritating,short,who-gets-you-all-angryed-up lil kid is growing up. no matter what,i still
relay on you in everything but just for once i need 'this tiny' freedom from you,mami.
i hope mami understand me,amin :D
pity kakakgemok,she's sick.the whole half part of her body can move and she's only 20.can move la
but moves slowly.gahhh,she'll semboh,praypraypray hard,amin!

Wasssup nigga :D
currently chatting with hudd & anni. yeaa,at last planning to go out.
im dieing to meet up with them.and fyi,ja including you babe.
this wednesday,arnd 3 at small mac.set? im going to change first
den meet them at small mac.pray hard,i can make it.any changes update
me aite buddys.was watching soreal crew on youtube when.they own some
sizzling hot dancemove,for sure.if only if only..
2morro's gonna be boring,as usual. home ass. damn alot,yet i still
havent do it.gaa~ im effing lazy. i feel like breakdancing -.-
&&& people,stop sending me virus.kind of irritating.
i think this is all for now,peace off home doggg[with aidil's hand action]
hahaa?

2.8.09,4.04pm

heyy ya'll. i've not been msging him lately due to busyness.&& i miss him badly :c
blogger is still hell of a crap.its blogger or isit my comp which in a total mess.
i just cant upload any bloody pic.not just that,i cant even change my font.
shit isnt it.was chatting with aliyah just now,she's baking cookies && guess what. she just
'bluetoothed' it to me :D cute isnt she. hahaa. she always bake,and im jealous.
HAAHA,naah uh im jokingg. im bored,effing bored. i havent even bathe & its already
5.38 pm. im just being lazy.arrrgghh! everyone just cant stop shouting at home!
eventhough it didnt involve me,but im sick and tired of hearing it uh!
they just wont stop.shut up just for a second,parents! so much for a child huh -.-
i feel like going out but everyone's busy.qyn got something on,aliyah's busy i guess.
i just cant stand everybody shoutingshouting & shouting! gaaahh!
philipsheadset helps me to not listen to their dramaS.currently listening
to thaqif singing 'nobody' enslish version.he sure is talented uh :D
gaaah~ i still miss him alot.yesterday chat-ed with lovedones,hudd & jaja :D
i miss them too,miss them too much.planning outtings. as usual,we talked about
everything,problems!,joy!,hard times!,fun times!,guys? :D i miss you dear hudaa.
thinking about joining 1 min of fame next year,if there is .. ?
ya thinkk?
bathing real soon.
see ya peeps.


1.8.09 6.32pm.