another awesome soul

ARRGGGHHH laa! blogger still sick,fucked up.cant change font,cant upload pics.
today dont have np,and everyone went home?
bored laa,school ended at 12.30,i went home at 1pm.isnt that effing early to go home -.-
currently chatting with aliyah,she dont have ncc either but iqyn do have cca,pity her.
im like superbly bored uh && people get a life,stop busybodying about others uh aite.
and if you wanna know anything,den find it yourselffff.
[ pity you friend,ala ignore those busybodyS la aite] maybe they're just jealous
of you knowing everything uh.cheer up eh:D August coming,peeps.

31.7.09,3.12pm

itfeltlikeadreamcometrue :):):):):):):)
nahh,seriously!

28july09,6.20pm ( :D )

gaaashitt~blogger is still sickk.so Aan need to wait for your picture,hehe.yesterday went to mami shariffah's for shafiqah's birthday party.&&& HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY aite sisterr :D ! so after that went home,goshh. im bored.k seriously im bored.&&&&people stop scaring me with all those nenek kropok's msges aite.no point forwarding it to me and i delete it right. HAHAHAAA. so dont forward me anything if its related to those thingythingy :D thank you.
i miss school already,:D && i dont know where i put my R.L book! :0 god,help me. if im bored,i'll be posting again real soon.Byeees,

GRRR! blogger's still sick! fucked up.
currently chatting with hudd&&i miss her alot uh.planning outingss,yeaahh!
&&& going out soon with buddys.
so long peeps :D

hey ya'll. blogger still question mark uh.cant even upload pics -.-
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awww,touching isnt it,{insertheart}
feelingfeeling abit la eh.currently reading on this one book.about a teen girl that basicly can reads a guy's mind.and that particular guy is now her crush.isnt that cool? immmmean you could easily know if that guy likes you too rightt?thats an easy life eh :D haizzzhaizzezzz..if only real life is like that.den it wouldnt be this difficult to just know that someone sincerely likes you uhh -.-" and im so into that book.bloggers sick so i guess i'll finish most of my time,reading la kot :D
so longg niigaa,hahaa.

blogger's've been crap lately.
i dont know why i cant get myself posting pictures.gahh~ blogger is sick.
so i wont be posting anything this few days :(

i miss coach salleh (!)

was viewing farah's blog when i saw this so-legend picture :D

was chatting/videocalling with her.

iqyn ask me to post this,cute isnt she.[kekekekekekee]

17.7.09,6.07pm

yesterday,

likeadreamcometrue:D

in school,i told qynn that im not feeling well.i slept in almost every class.my head's crushing into pieces.i just dont have the evergy,i hate to be sick uh.after school gbs without sharliza,musq & juettss went bs,i followed and they decided to tamp lib.i wanna follow but my head's making alot of problem.gahhh~besides i dont have anymore cash so i decided to just went home.&& ibu kissed me when im home (!)

she said," ah ni la anak ibu,balek siangsiang." den i was like "Errr,okeyy." weird but real.den i sleep all the way till now.byee-esss,im still not feeling well.

17.7.09,3.52pm

~when wed morning seems so boring~

when T.P.G.T starts to nag,AGAIN.

i took it,nice isnt it :D

i know,i love this.[thats yanti anw.]

harloo,today is expected.class was freaking expected too.T.P.G.T was effing expected!

haha,now she knows who she's dealing with.im not willing to even waste my energy to smile back at her man.NOO,im not smiling G.T.den when she steps in class for the first time after the day she treated us like animal,we shut up and pretend she didnt even exist.den she said "victor,what should you say" see,even now.people dont give a damn to her,serve you right.i didnt greet her actually.she didnt realise that,so HECK CARE.iqynn gave her that 'fucked' face.haha.we really is going against her.like,now who even cares.i once intended not to make fun of her till now.im so gonna make fun of every single thing she does.no,i dont give a shit!she acted like nothing happens after treating us like animals,like shit,like kids.now she smiling,laughing,making jokes to make us think that we're over that.NO,thats not gonna happen.she talks to me about the book,silent reading time.i just anggok and shut up.and i didnt bring her geog file,i freak out awhile den i dont care.what?she's gonna nagg?she's gonna lecture.so be it.im/us used to it already -.- and so she did,one word,whatever.so after that freakin school hour,went bs with nazatul,qyn,yanti,shaun,shafiq and aliyah[missing in action : farah,musq.]bought milk tea [as usual] , tomyam & cheese fries.ayee! im hunggry okeyy.so we ate at 2nd usual place. farah and musqman-u went chef 18.and i still remember farah,chef lapan puloh satu eh! HAHAHAA.musq,man-unye funneeehh.hahaa.so we critecrite-d about hantu,fun tho.went home at 4.30 pm,and ibu called alot of time.HEHEE.

15.7.09,6.31p.m

can i just say i hate thatparticulargeogteacher.first,it wasnt her class.second,she's wasting our time.3rd,she's rude.4th,she treats us like dogs.OMGGZZ!school ended at 2 just now but for whatever reason T.P.G.T ask us to stayed back.for what?for that greeting thingythingy.come on la cher,it wasnt your lesson uh.you delayed our going home time and now you're nagging about shits -.-she come out from nowhere and interupped our lesson.thatparticularchemteacher,is still inside uh.she went blank.bullshit,if you have problem about us greeting that way,you can just talk to us nicely.and you dont need to spilt shittss all over and wasted our bloody time uh right.i was tired,fucking tired.everyone's tired too.but she just takes her own sweet time nagging us about shit,and i mean shit.she asked who did that fucking noise.no one even try to admit.from the start when she nags,i already intended to own up when me myself didnt even did it.but for the sake of others.and her wasting our time.i wanted to admit.few mins later,erwin admited.thanks eh win for admiting.pity him,he shouldnt have did that.den after all that crap,she just cant stop.so i cant stand it any longer.i,stood up and stare at T.P.G.T and walk towards her.i told her im the one who did that effing noise.and she said,you must be lieing.and thats the other shit uh,she really wants us to own up so when i did own up she said im lieing,even if i am i dont want the whole class to listen to her whateverlecture for 1 hr uh.isnt it shit,and deshun.shut up la,im taking the risk and den he shouted that im not the one.come on la,use your brain,if she didnt get what she wants.she'll be delay-ing us even longer,gay -.- dont you have that in mind.and then she said that im lieing den i insisted to just stand there and admiting that im the one who did it.fuckk!she dismiss us at 3.15,1hr + had to look at her.shitt!went home straight after that.TIRED ~

14.7.09,6.12pm

haiiloo peeps.today was freakin boring.class was boring,break was boring,extra class was even worst.i really need to buy my geog books badly.miss tham have been nagging and nagging.hell!i cant stand it.just wait till she call up my parents uh,aiyayai.and jaja's not attending school this few days,i miss her truly.after school miss ravee said there's NILB,i think. NILB eh?should be ah.its from 2.45 till 4.00.

so after school qynn and i rush to bs for milk tea and cheese fries.so we buy it laa.den after that return to school for class,argggh cb.den have class by idontknowwho.and i really needs pratice in speed uh.aiyoyoo,confusing uh.and i realise its tooks only arnd 30-40 mins.how cool kan.after that,went to bs again.bought milk tea,i dont know, today i drank alot of water.HAHAAA..and oh yaa,otw there,saw khuz kecikk at traffic light den we lambai-ed at him den guess what.this women infront of us waved at us back,like waved at us without the 'back' uh cause we're not even waving at her.haha,she's weird.i looked at qyn.qynn looked at me.we laugh our ass off uh.HAHAHAHAHA.it takes time for us to stop laughing,like longlong time :D so reach bs and saw those groups of spf girls again.we've like been there for the 2nd time in a day uh with our uform on.HAHAHAA,isnt that weird.and currently doing nothing uh.and guess what.qyn bought her nike shoe already,like FCUKK her.i want it badly too :( i kinda dislike her for having those nike shoe,k fake.HAHAHAHAA.

13.7.09,6.21

[lookatmymouth,minahsmilealert.anditaintmine.iwasforceandwasntreadytosmile.]

harrooo world.today had my 2nd dnt class.and its expected,boringg! we were rearranged by that pig teacher.erwin sat with me and iqyn sat with aidil.and imm was infront of us.but its kinda a good spot uh,cause we malay(S) can talktalk together.but we're suppose to sit with 1 malay and 1 chinese.and erwin said he's chinese,haha.damn him.and luckyly teacher didnt notice qynn and aidil.and we escaped :D haha.so after school meet yanti,nazatul,sharliza,juetss,shaun & that shaun's friend at my block.after meeting them,walk to bs.half way there,it starts to pour.pourpourpour,and it rains heavyly.thats hell of a fun.cause we planed to play in the rain.but when we reached bs it stop.that sucks!i didnt ordered anything cause im out of cash.and guys,im alright.no,seriously.i wasnt moody or whatever i think im just tired,thats all :D so after they ordered everything,we went to usual place.after few mins,farah and musq come in action.haha,they're from home.

so we talked and had 2nd version of pearl fight.its funny uh,damn fun.

[and now i realise how much i dislike,BB.gahhh!she sucks.and i hate her smile,for sure.it irritates me,just to look at your damn smile.i mean mine's not that perfect la,but i think yours is like the worst uh.haiyaa,you BB.and go home before you slack and flirts with those 'voiddeckmats' uh.eww,you suck alot.hope you read this.and takecare eh BB,just a bitch.no war~]

10.7.09,6.23pm

i dont believe in "i'll be there for you" (s)
well,that dont tickle me.
cos' i dont live to grab sympathy.

caught that on musq's fs.
it really means something eh,
i love that phrase cause i think
it really explains me.
good words uh musq :D

9.7.09,6.43pm

ayee,whatsupp.so today was,what do you expect?its fun uh,kirekn.so just now had my first dta class,isit.ya,dta.it was quite fun la,cause the teachers are great,trust me.but its the last class for the day,oh fuck.that's tiring.kay,i learnt how to draw -.- i mean,draw as in draw correctly,hehe.after school,waited for everyone -.- yup,waited for iqyn,aliyah and den naq.so after all that waitingwaiting,went bs.end up going with only iqyn,haha.but nemind.

as usual,ordered my milk tea and cheese fries,and qyn ordered prata roll and milo milk tea,i guess.it all went alright until that aunt say "thats all right,got anything more?" den i was like.where's my milk tea and my cheese fries ! and she said " huh?oh you ordered ready uh"

so fucked up.man!i waited for nothing.gahh~ i went blank,but still i waited for it,cause im damn-insane-ly hungry ! so thats the shit part of the day uh.den comes this one group of spf students.they were talking about my hair,haha.i heard that,guys.den suddenly i felt this one touch.haha!they touch-ed my hair,for what for fun.giler uh tu budak spf :D den eat at 2nd usual place,its fun but it'll be funner if gbs was there.but its alright.and few mins aliyah come.and we play 'PEARL FIGHT' and thats freaking fun uh. hahahahaha.den me and iqyn kinda like battle or something,its hell yeaa fun!den she taught me some dope moves.and i actually love those dance steps,and all thanks to iqyn :D so we dancedance&dance.

{insertname},msged me.temptation uh kononnye,so i reply uh -.- currently,kinda working out those dancemoves qyn taught me just now. and trust me,she groove dope-ly uh!

she herself is dope. *clapsclaps* i really adore her uh and her dancing passion.

Gasppp or Gapsss. haha! remember qyn..

and fyi,i hate eddy ali.

menjeng stuff la hapehhhhape la!

so jijik uh.

come on la,you're old,uncle.

9.7.09,6.11pm

focus on me ya'll.

its down for mentel girls,HAHAHAA.

and its down for MINSS.

thats how clear naz's hp is,envy!

seburokburok yang mampu ;D

this was back den.

just saw it at naz's blog.

8.8.09,6.45pm

harroo people of the world.today was nehh,okey uh i guess.miss tham was so whatever,today.i mean she's whatever everyday but today,she's whatever-er.
k i talk crap.and im starting to love math more :D right after school went bs with yanti,qyn,sharliza,nazatul + shaun and shafiq.saw them outside school and they followed us. me and sharliza all went bs straight while yanti shaun shafiq and qynn went kfc instead.cause me and naz all was out of cash so we decided to just buy bubbletea ;D let the rich people gets fulled up with junk. -.-? hahaa,k i really do talk crap eh?hahaa.so after that,we lepak at 2nd usual place.finished eating meet up with they all at busstop.was viewing naz's hp photo album when i suddenly saw this one cute guy in the picture who's holding his dick.and that's actually nazatul's younger bro. eww ~-~ haha.after that waited for 291 i guess or 293.k i dont know.i almost let qynn bring back my hp (!) cause im using her big wallet to put my hp in so that i can hear music during mt just now. haha,and i forgot to take it bck.and luckly i remembered:D {insertname} , no comment. i dont know,ive been waiting for him all this while but when he thinks he needs me back,i just dont feel that feeling no more.im not lying if i say i like him but he just made me wait too long until i just dont know if waiting for him really worth anything.aiyayaii.he make me looks at the bad side for once :( i hate it when he didnt realise what im going thru just to let him knows how alot/huge/big/not tiny he means to me uh.im taking all this shit for him uh -.- i dont think he mean what he said uh,aiyayaii.must i always being the one who needs to get down.

8.8.09,5.56pm

There's nothing I could say to youNothing I could ever do to make you seeWhat you mean to meAll the pain, the tears I criedStill you never said goodbye and now I knowHow far you'd go

I know I let you down but it's not like that nowThis time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together'Cause you keep me from falling apartAll my life, I'll be with you foreverTo get you through the day and make everything okay

I thought that I had everythingI didn't know what life could bringBut now I see, honestlyYou're the one thing I got rightThe only one I let insideNow I can breathe 'cause you're here with me

And if I let you down, I'll turn it all around'Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together'Cause you keep me from falling apartAnd all my life, I'll be with you foreverTo get you through the day and make everything okay

Without you I can't breatheI'm not gonna ever, ever let you leaveYou're all I got, you're all I want, oh'Cause without you I don't know what I'd doI can never, ever live a day without youHere with me, do you see you're all I need?

And I will be, all that you want and get myself together'Cause you keep me from falling apartAnd all my life, I'll be with you foreverTo get you through the day and make everything okay

random punyaaaa.

okeyy,today sucks.miss tham is one of a kind.she's willing to get herself bold for the charity thingythingy,kind right.*clapsclaps eh* she's not even trying to hide it or something,well you cant hide a bold head from everybody right -.- and yes,miss ravee was on mc i guess.she didnt attend class just noww,arggggh,fcukk.now im so into math. me too,i dont know y,haha.weirdo?yes.i dont normally like math but now im loving math already.okey cut it short,class was kinda noisy,i mean always.so me and qynn decided to just study.haha.get that clear!studyy,study tauu!hahaa.and after school,farah,musq,yanti,nazatul and aliyah.we went straight to bs and to our usual place.den came iqyn and sharliza.~i dont wanna talk about that uh :D~
lets forget and forgive eh,besides i forget what actually happened so just take it that nothing happens la alright :D den went home arnd 4,siang kan.hahaa,i thought so.and basicly for you musq,aku da lupe ape jadi so im alright now :D kau je tu yang maseh question mark,tktau what you're furious about,tpi yang penting aku da tk mcm madcow lagi eh,hehe.'bermaafla selagi kamu mampu' eh?hahaa.currently chatting with qynn. si giler tu,haiyooo.i almost terkencet just flash back-ing what she did in school just now.well..ape eh.err ntah eh. hahaha!and kau pon qyn!dont forget to bring your temometer lagi besok,haizzeeesss.and i just overheard what my dad said to his mom/my grandma on the fone just now.he said he dream the day before about him and his younger bro fighting over their mom.and he also said that his younger bro take kayu right and like fight with him uh.arrrggghh,kecian uh.may it not be real someday eh.and kawanss,terime kasih eh for being 'concern' about me.you know,the justnowjustnow.. :Dcheer up eh musqkikush!k burok siaa'musqkikush' .

7.7.09,5.50pm

hey ya'll. its 2a.m already yet im still wide awake.i dont feel like sleeping,seriously.currently chatting/webcaming with hudd.she's also still not in bed.i dont know why.the first time im using sis's lappie at this hr.imagine that,this must be heaven kan.hmppfff,hahaa.its mom's birthday,so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALRIGHT DEAREST MOTHER.and bro's was yesterday,late but who cares,happy birthday helmi :D we're webcaming yet we're doing nothing. hahaa.
hmpff,and hudd is smiling and laughing all the way.i dont remember cracking jokes uh.haiyaa,she's weird,i knoww.HAHAHAHAHAA!i dont feel like sleeping,hudd too.
k im tired but dont feel like sleeping.
okeyy go peeps!

ayee,yesterday wasokey.have my first dnt lesson.and its effing not a fun start,haha.
i hate our dnt tcher,{insertname}.his introduction is so boring.from talking about future,he talks about our parent's salary.what is to do with dnt and talking about salary,am i right.he talks crap.we actually had to just listen to him for the sake of just listening.i dont think we actually did what normal teacher do when its their first lesson uh -.- den after that 1 miserable hour we went back to class to take temperature/clean up.cher,we aint your dog la!den after been ordered here and there,finally he dismiss us.right after school went tampmall wtih iqyn,yanti & nazatul.cause im buying mom present.i got only 11 bucks in my damn wallet,gahh.
i bought her persent tho :D den when library,study-ed.so me and iqyn study on our weakest chapter in math.yanti and nazatul is a good student,yeaa. they are.
there's this one kid that i think he's quite sick.hahaa,no seriously.we were like
studying when he comes around and stare at us.for the first time,and he come again,stare a us and hold his bird..eewww right.he keeps smiling at us.yanti cant stop laughing.me and iqyn laugh our ass off.after that went sunplaza park.we had fun,alot of fun.i miss swing alot :D pictures will be uploaded soon,i guess.

4.7.09,1.53pm