im bored.
lets have a random post la aite.
lets bring up stupid topic aite.
everythings getting better.
i deleted every msg that he send me.
i change my hp wallpaper.
i change his contact name as cb from bby.
i try not to view his fs profy everyday.
i try not to kiss my wallpaper every night -.-
i try not to reply his msges now.
i try to just let everything go on the flow.
but i just cant forget his smile,
weird huh.
yup.
i dont know,but i just hates him now.
i dont know how to explain it.
i hate him but i dont.
see.
get my dilemaaaa noww.
i think i miss him.
and i think i really miss him
but i still effing hate him.
confused,helps?
someday i misses him badly.
but someday i feel like stabbing him silently.
i never fall for a guy that easily but when
i fall for him,he just aint gonna care.
he treat me like shit,but i still have
that vvvuckin feelings towards him.
is that love (?)
no right.
i really felt that im just being fool
by him.
yeaa,maybe its true.
bad huh.
i love a guy who doesnt even
care about how freakin much
i love him.
thats bad right?
surely,im making this sort of promise
to myself that i aint gonna fall for him
anymore,ever.
help me in this, will ya friends.
okey,this is such a bullshit (!)
9.6.09
7.10pm
lets have a random post la aite.
lets bring up stupid topic aite.
everythings getting better.
i deleted every msg that he send me.
i change my hp wallpaper.
i change his contact name as cb from bby.
i try not to view his fs profy everyday.
i try not to kiss my wallpaper every night -.-
i try not to reply his msges now.
i try to just let everything go on the flow.
but i just cant forget his smile,
weird huh.
yup.
i dont know,but i just hates him now.
i dont know how to explain it.
i hate him but i dont.
see.
get my dilemaaaa noww.
i think i miss him.
and i think i really miss him
but i still effing hate him.
confused,helps?
someday i misses him badly.
but someday i feel like stabbing him silently.
i never fall for a guy that easily but when
i fall for him,he just aint gonna care.
he treat me like shit,but i still have
that vvvuckin feelings towards him.
is that love (?)
no right.
i really felt that im just being fool
by him.
yeaa,maybe its true.
bad huh.
i love a guy who doesnt even
care about how freakin much
i love him.
thats bad right?
surely,im making this sort of promise
to myself that i aint gonna fall for him
anymore,ever.
help me in this, will ya friends.
okey,this is such a bullshit (!)
9.6.09
7.10pm
