another awesome soul

hey ya'll.

been busy with studies lately.

results very disspointing.
expected actually.
schools getting very stressful all over again.

im getting to know whats love all about.
if thats what you're really up to.
i cant stop you.
its all up to you.
im just starting to trust you all over again but
i dont see it coming anymore.
besides love is not all about getting but giving.
so here it is.
you want this,take it.
i dont care no more.
i've been searching my whole life,
and how unlucky i am.
i found you whom i dont think knows me well.
i've wasted my last 3 years in primary school liking/loving you.
and now ive wasted another half year of my life in sec school liking/loving
you again.
you wanna back off,go die.
dont freakin make me like you again,ever again.
you know what,i hate you.
you spoiled my bloody day thinking of you.
i dont wanna fall for someone anymore,if they're not
willing to caught me.
you taught me all about love.
whatever aitee.

27 may 09
3.57 pm