another awesome soul

ginyrc si ym reverof emag~

like yeahh,i admit.
i felt DIKETEPIKAN.
like seriously.
i'll be always in the wrong at 'you guy's' eye.
if emy,he's just too perfect uhh.
right!!!!
fcuk oii .
it aint fairr.
i have feelings too.
well,if im one of you children too MOTHER......-.0
and yea,thats y im closer with my friends than you guys.
you never pay-ed attention to me.
i dont feel that love,fams.
well,come on.
i need it okeyy.
i need attention.
i'll be comparing myself with other children.
and at least they feel those love.
im closer to my friends , cause you guys just dont seems
to care,pay attention,listen and to even clap for what i've done great but
to look down,*BOOS* [in a way] if i made mistake.
and without even an encouranging words or whatever stuff that normally
family or even parents gave to their childrens.
it hurts!
like bloody hell hurting uh.
i try-ed controling myself.
but you guys just aint that suporting.
you guys didnt make me feel comfortable.
want me to not be like this,
by comparing me with cousinS , friends childrenS , other human beings!
ohh thats a super great way uhh!
-.-
it hurts ah it hurts.
just for awhile.
can you guys just stop comparing,looking down on me,scold me.
pleaseee!!!!!!!!!!

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