another awesome soul

eventho i've been cracking out shits every now and then.
doesnt mean you can treat me like how you treat me -.-
ask yourself.
i maybe crazy dotdotdot super irritating but please never say that to me.
yeaa...
like as if you dont mean it.
come on la brother.
just because she's someone special to you doesnt make her
perfect in everyone's eye.
am i right or what.
sis,mean-less,just words.
but seriously,i've been faking and been putting shit on my face.
i dont usually smile when i dont want to.
cause i knoww she means a world to you.
and i respect that.
so do respect me aite.
telling you actually~
people[ you know who you are ] .
come on la,im just as crazy as you guys.
so dont put all the blame on me.
arent you crazy too?
in a way.
just because she got upset andd shut up and still a question mark.
doesnt makes me the guilty one's who make her upset rightt?
itss 2009 sister,2009!
wake up la.
you know i dont mean a bloody damn thing i've said.
and i've try-ed talking and make myself lookss foolish infront of you guys,
but still you guys shut up!
huhhh..?
anyone,tell me what actually happen-ed/happening?
okeyy la dotdotdot.
but whats freakin me out MORE is that freakin feelings.
crap~
its all coming back.
i think im falling for him again after all those bullshit last year.
haha.
are we meant to be orr what?
haha.
wthelll.
k fullstop.
~love hurtsss~
and qyn,i know i know that *love hurtttsss* song really exist.
serious!!
haha.

so long worldd.