another awesome soul

Friday, February 27, 2009

tired ah tired !
i actually went home and put my
superrheavy beg den took my
P.T kit.
hmm .
useless.
called nad , guess what .
she said no np.
i was like FULERRMAKK !
bullshit orr what ?
haha.
den lepaplepak awhile at playground
near the back gate.
with nad shyiqyn.
den blablablaa.
went back to school , dont know y.
haha.
iqyn !
congrats ah congrats !
you really desreve it.
= )
den waited iqyn outside school.
babyy called,ask me to wait for him .
funfair or what sia.
iqyn's all going back.
den i wait alone.
dont want ah.
paiseyy.
haha.
dot dot dot

den okeyy,went home.
den mum ask to go my aunt's crip
to return something den finally.
meet up with him.
hahaa.
ya,nice hairr b .
= )
blank.
tired.
. to be continued .

Thursday, February 26, 2009

hellohello peepos!
just now got swimming course.
donee.
rainraingoaway !
raining lebatlebat-ly sia just now.
yet still continue it.
denn swimswimswim like WTH.
ziaf same group.
cool or what.
nehh , nothing moree okey.
den finish at 6.
msged baby,tell him using qyn's hp.
thanks yaw!
ppd low.
den go back home,qyn followed.
she said she's gonna meet up her fam
at tm.
den ya,waited at my house for awhile.
played comp.
den chitchachitchat.
den she went home.
haha,qyn aku dpt msg kau.
tpi aku tklehh reply,ppd loww dok.
haha.
ohyeke,paiseyy .
haha,baek !
aku ckp srohh tunggu bas laen tknk kan.
amek kau.
haha.
chill ah chill sister.
haha.
..
now hungry to the core.

please say .
what i think youre about to say.
cause its the key of my happiness.
and to my ending of hell.
dont take the mood away
by asking the question
youre already know.
so then why are you still pretending.
its kinda why i didnt wish to start this
in the first place.

iqyn,well .
we dont lie to ourself in this kinda case.
if you think you need to go for it.
den y hasitate.
its alright to hurt that somebody now den
hurting 'him' deeper by lieing to him about
your feelings towards him.
get what i mean?
well , still its up to you.
youre the one who's gonna solve things out.
well , dont get the wrong idea.
im not like , you know .
like you think i reallyreally wants you to end it.
no,its not what you think.
its just that.
okey fine,im trying to cheer you up.
it works ?
haha.
well , as i've mention.
love cant be force sister.
and if you think youre alright and nothing's wrong
to continue this thingy.
den its fine,its alright.
well ... . .
people do change.
or should i say,HUMANS do change.
so dont worry.
if you change for the better.
den you know, its good for you.
= )= )
dont stressout just over guys k sis.
k im so out of words.
well , lovelovelovee.....

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Monday, February 23, 2009

k FCUKED UP.
first,shut up.
second,open eyes BIGBIG !
third,remember.

let me get this one and for all .
i aint gonna go for him.
i aint gonna seduce him.
i will always talk to him.
[ like , who wont . ]
i will never ever make myself like him anymore.
i will never regret being FRIEND with him.
and ' peoples ' , dont worry , his all yours.
and if you think he likes me , no youre wrong.
and importantly , if you guys think i like him.
nehh ... think again.
no im not.
well , his hot.
but , his just not my type.
well , if you wanna hate me because of him.
come on girl , i dont think thats mature enough.
do tell me when you're jealous.
easy as that.
i dont think you'll tell me anyway , cause from now
onwards i wont make anyone ANYONE jealous.
cause i'll stop whatever i can.
i'll talk to him , when NEEDED.
i laugh to those HELL FUNNY jokes he made , when no ones there.
fair enough.
cause im sick and tired of having everyone including t'cherS
to ask me or tell me , that we're close .
what do YOU GUYS mean by we're close.
DO NOT make me talk about this ever again.
who do you think i am.
so people , FCUK AWAY and mind your own bussi.

put on a

*****so you're satisfied,face?*****

Thursday, February 19, 2009

hello peoples.
watsup?
okeyy where should i start.
haha.
CAMP !
fuweehh ~
sec 1's camp like totally fun la.
crazy damn fun.
okey wait.
first day,all the sec one's
still stranges.
still shyshy.
haha.
the very first day as always.
intro each other.
den blablablaa..
that part is lame.
haha.
den continue by playing games
as we know each other better everytime
we're playing games together.
haha.
my so call 'group' , incredible.
haha.
inc ROCKS.
like .. no joke !
i say you say we say what !?
hahaa.
den alot happened .
oh ya,den night.
have night trail thingy.
haha.
fun sia.
trust me,sec one's camp hell a shit.
haha.
nehh joking.
very happening.
i actually touch-ed worms.
eww, what !
i was blind folded anyway.
i dont know until naq ask ayu.
haha.
ayu said ya,one of the 'thingys'
we touch-ed actually is worms.
i was like huh !
serious !?
haha.
lights out at 11.30p.m.
next day,woke up at arnd 5.
rise lights on , on 6 a.m
haha.
fun den that morning did morning
exercise thingy.
haha.

"computer" still on stand by.
anytime can shut down.
haha,remember naq ?
haha,siow!
LAWL.
went to sentosa.
FUNNESS !
(new word alert. ) haha.
amazing race.
fulerrmak,i tell you !
veryveryvery happening.
one whole day there.
tired !
of coz.
10a.m - 6p.m
long or what sia.
haha.
den first half of the day,went siloso.
go serchserch thingys.
den okey fun.
blablabla.
another half of it .
went pahlawan beach.
tired sia.
den go back.
at school .
night.
go eat dinner.
like of coz, if not i'll surely die.
haha.
very tired tau people.
haha.
den prepare for campfire.
as in during campfire every group need to
bring out a consert or stuff.
gee ~
den inc came out with dancing.
our leaders from modern dance.
steps very good sia.
you cn tell .
even if we didnt win.
so what ?
we had fun.
den my group also have this alumni, kamil.
FUYOHH !
that guy,i've been admire-ing his dance.
he hell can dance.
i really really want to b like him once,.
haha,
keep on dreaming huh .
-__-
den shower .
light out.
3rd day.
morning workout.
den breakfaST.
and telematch.
lazy to explain .
haha.
den night , CAMPFIRE !
weeeweee ~
excited.
haha.
excited for everything.
the funness,the dancing thingy.
and all.
haha.
den we did okeyy , i guess.
dancedance.
cheercheer.
shoutshout.
lossvoice.
haha.
den all that fun get going until iqbal said,
"alright peeps! i guess this is about it."
haha.
what a lame thing sia.
den everyone including alumniS ask for me.
but unlucky-ly we need to stoop.
haha.
den starT BORING ....!
during the campfire,outsiders throw things
from outside,(of coz) to us.
lucky no ones get hurt.
den somemore,the leaders said , dont worry.
its common already.
wow!
haha.
cool ~
den whatever la eh.
den light out at around 12.00 or arnd 1.
haha.
talktalk with naq inside the room.
haha,laugh like hell disturbing those who
are sleeping .
haha !
once again,sorry guys!
haha.
anyway slept at 2T1 .
haha.....
get it ?
nemindd.
den next day , boring .. .
time to go home.
blablablablablaaaa.....
they actually made me cry.
haha.
its really touching ar.
haha.
somemore when ayu and yimin talk
to us on the last precious moments together.
i mean.
like you know , we cant gathergatther together again.
even if we're in same school.
cnnt dance together again !
haha.
yaya ....
den i cried.
ayu , kamil and whoever said its nothing
to b sad of cause whatever it is , INCREDIBLE
still can gathergather together one day.
haha
den ya blablabalbalablablablablablaba.
at hall , mrs oh declare SEC ONE 2009 CAMP
close .
awww ... sad.
den took pictures with incS and all .
wow !
this is one loooooong post !
hehee.

tired !
i'll post when im not on stand by mode okey peeps !
(-)(-)

Monday, February 16, 2009

MUHAMMAD FARIS BIN JA'AFAR !

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Sunday, February 15, 2009

ku diam dan aku terpaku
pada kehidupan yang harus ditempuh.
kesemuanya yang telah kuteraju
tapi belum ada yang ku temu.
siang dan malam aku bertanya pada diriku
yang tidak bermaya siapakah yang sudi untuk
bersama menjalankan kehidupan yang merana
mengapakah derita yang harus melanda
dalam hidupku mengapah cinta yang harus ku alami.
haruskah aku tempuhinya dengan rela hati
dengan cabaran dan kehidupan yang kita.
tak akan ku kejar.
walaupun ini semua cabaran dan dugaan dari illahi
tak akan ku putus asa ku dan tetap ku berdiri selama ini.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

hellohello.
yesterday was alright.
went to jb.
with fadel and fam.
wake up at 5 a.m
fulerrmak!
tiring man.
reach there at arnd 6 a.m
haha.
den ya , blablablablablaaa .
went to ...
...
...
vday anyway.
haha.
fadel was wild.
haha.
thanks for the thingy eh u.
i tk mintak eh,u yg bagi kan.
bluek.
[ blablablaa ]

den reach spore again at arnd 10 p.m
haha,thanks for the wonderful time eh fadel.
den ya today boring again.
camp's 2morrow yet havent pack beg.
haha.
lazy-ness ~
currently msgmsging bby.
haha,min giler !
sygsyg.
tkde keje.
haha.
boring.... . .
nothing to blog about.
got one , i'll blog again okeyy people !
im off.
peace no war people.

Friday, February 13, 2009

heyhey!
hahaa.
today was superb laa.
hahaa.
school time , nehh nothing happen.
besides the 'chocolate' thingy.
that miss thamb or whoever gave to our class.
den after that.
fadel called.
he said meet up awhile.
after school.
den okey laa meet up.
we're FRIENDS , fyi.
den he gave me this so called neckless that
have my and his name on.
den i was like what the ... ?
but im sure its just a 'friend to friend' thingy , u see.
haha.
nothing more okey.
den got the 'NP' go parliment house ehh orr what shit la.
sec 1 and 2 npS.
i was like hoping the np guy followed ar.
haha.
den you know what , he did ah !
haha.
omgosh!
den mcm paiseyy .
den okey la , went to the parliment strangers sitting room.
oh what shit ar.
den , saw " highhigh rank" people debuting or stuff.
haha.
cool experience tho.
den really know the sec 2s np friends well now.
haha,even him.
den after that , went buy buble tea .
with shakira,shiqyn,nadia,raz,"him" and marstika .
haha.
marzuki la.
haha.
we bully-ed him.
fun.
haha.
den now im damn tired !
kk , i'll post again if im ' on earth ' ready ar k.
haha.
kk,im off.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkan mu.
tapi kini ku sadarr ku diantara kalian.
aku tak mengerti ini sumua harus terjadi.
ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkan mu.
tapi kini ku sadarr ku tak akan bisa.
lupakan aku , kembali padanya.
aku bukan siapa siapa untukmu.
ku cintaimu , tak berarti bahwa ku harus
memilikimu slamanya.
as how you think , im just a waste of time.
maybe i know you like me .
but i still dont know if you LOVE me.
so i dont wanna waste your time nor i wanna waste my tears.
so try to NOT enter my life ever again.
now im just me.
and now you're free from all those 'love' that you call-ed it nonsence once.
maybe love's not nonsence overall.
maybe you're true love cant be force.

hello world.
okeyy shit .
yesterday tk sempat blog.
this pathetic 'parental block'
thingy is killing me man.
comp auto stops at 8.
shit right.
ask-ED iqyn to help post and
upload picture .
ya great.
she did not.
haha.
nemind la.
no big deal still .
okey , basicly yesterday school's alright.
after that , went out meet up with sha , khuz , shahir , azeem .
with iqyn.
obviously.
went eat at mac.
den go open plaza.
haha,fun.
alah,den boring all went back at arnd 6 7 like that.
den ya la , blablablaa...
den today , today was nothing much.
and ohya , shaa i did gave it to erwin .
i said , shaa said she forgot all about the pass.
den i shut up , bust bodohh.
den he also tktau nk ckp ape.
but for sure i did gave it to him okeyy shaa.
soo settle ah . ?
and ohya , after school period , as pernormal .
thursday,went swimming course .
haha.
iqyn firget to bring her everything.
i mean EVERYTHING.
her swimsuit , orr isit lost.
haha.
her pants her inside pant her shirt her inside shirt.
haha,
if you guys know what i meant.
i lent her that " everything" .
haha.
den okeyy la , went swimming.
den just now , i dont know y .
i felt very tired , no energy to swim.
and also , like hell hungry.
haha.
try-ED asking coach , if i can break and eat some.
but coach kept saying
" NONO ! if you eat , den all the people see only ar.
if you eat , we also must eat . buy for us something too. "
i was like .
what .. ? !
i even cant effort anything more den just a patato chips.
haha.
cause just now money only $4 .
haha , shit right .
den iqyn also arnd $2.
den okey ,...i waited , waited and waited.
and at last , 5 oclock !
fuyohh !
im so gonna eat .
haha.
iqyn and me was like telling each other to change fast.
just in case foods went gone.
haha.
no la.
just because we're damn hungry.
haha.
stupid thing but at least its alright when we're in hunger.
haha.
okey,i spelled it rightt ? haha , nemind .
den after that "no 100% attention , due to hungry-ness"
swimming course .
haha.
we went tm mac.
haha.
eat-ed mac chicken.
the just the burger.
haha.
iqyn eat 1 but trust me trust me not .
i eat 2 .
haha.
i eat the first one.
den im still hungry so i bought another one and
save it for home.
haha.
den we went back to my house.
iqyn left her school back in my house so after that
took it den i followed , accompenied her to bus-stop.
haha.
den ya la ...
blablablaaaa ....
okeyy now im tired !
haha .
i'll bet you guys wont read this long miserable post right !
hahaaa.
im off.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

yes people done eating.
hello,btw.
schools bored.
as pernormal.
nps doing alright.
stiil and more fun.
haha.
what am i talking about.
[ him ] yes i admire him , so wat.
any fuckin prob?
np guy.
hhaha.
weird.
he's just different i gurss.
i dont really think he knows he have a
secret admire.
haha.
well , lame .
no's drill drivin me crazy tho.
lots more drills.
harden even.
imagine needing to follow and remember each
and every command and timing.
haha.
fun also.
planning to do well in np.
higher rank.
cool huh.
long way to go.
keep in on dreamin amira.
haha.
well,going out soon.
oh ya , nco , the black one.
my squad's nco , the indian one.
okey hell he's irritating.
peace no war nco !
haha.
cant wait for 2morrow.
2morrow's gonna b hell .
TA , drug abuse compo.
wish me luck.
im off.

Monday, February 9, 2009

ya great !
first i cant open some websites.
den cant view some blogpages.
now i cant even veiw mine!
gosh,bullshit.
i can post.
but i cant view my page.
hell right.
but whatever.
today nothing happen.
haha,weird.
dont get caught by miss thamb.
dont report to RR on friday.
haha.
FIUWW ~
*wipesweatwipesweat*
should bring temometer.
den i forgot.
that cher go report me to RR.
walao!
not fair.
haha,but i dont turn up.
haha.
instead went home with iqyn .
take my P.T kid for np.
haha.
save , i guess.
haha.
just now at school , cme .
learnt about sexual thingy.
i was like " whatwhatwhat the hell !?? "
haha.
fun tho.
most guys , high.
yup,for sure.
esp erwin .
haha.
yeahh , people sorry okey.
i dont wish to chat with anyone.
*peacenowar,nottoday.*
im just tired yet wanna online YET dont feel like chatting.
haha.
im weird ?
yess i know.

taggS will be reply soon.

Friday, February 6, 2009

hello humans/non-humans .
its been like 3 to 4 days since i last post.
haha .
i miss posting .
weird huh.
ya,yesterday got np training.
fun , okey arr.
not bad.
tiring , nehh .
small the pieces.
hahaa.
went back at around 7.
gosh.
haha.
had fun.
learnt drills.
gosh , i need to work my bang thingy.
my ncoS say the bang thingy must be solid.
watthehell sia.
practise<3>
den have this one guy in that np , from the first day.
i felt something.
hahaa.
but i shut up.
den that day which is yesterday.
i went come.
[ him.. ] and his friends , followed me .
haha .
i dont know y .
hes directly behind me.
oops ! i heard something .
hahaa , den he said to his friends.
eh pompan np ni kan , dier cute sia.
i was like !
fuyohh !
*meltmeltmelt*
i went spechless.
den his friends adek pompan ask for my number.
fuyohh.
i gave , but i dont have any intention la okeyy !
den i kept smiling all the way.
cant wait for monday.
haha.
done !
chatting with jaja .
i miss cameron trip !
no joke .
seriousserious .
how ah ?
okeyy , i'll post again later .
byebye peeepos !
im off.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

hello peepoos.
today bored.
like damndamn bored.
never attend school.
cool or what.
haha.
*behind those lies*
haha.
im actually just tired to go school.
hehee.
not all those fakes .
haha.
sorry laa,
shiqyn aku tk gi antar kakak sedare aku gi perth
ke gi mane mane laa.
aku penat sia , so aku bilang mak aku hari
ni tkyah gi skolah.
den dier ckp okeyy.
hehee !
and oh ya , i've make neww dance step lagi tau.
haha.
currently doing shit.
just boring.
got swimming course 2morrow.
stupid thingy laa.
and if theres such thing as raining notes and coins.
hah,cool or what .
saw it at afazlolok's profy.
haha.
afaz , lu tkmu cm real okey bro.
hahaa.
friday aku tklehh ah , aderr cca .
jumpee laen kali sua bro.
aku kk-go.
tkmu mcm real , lagi skali aku bilang kau.
hahaaa !

kk busy .
i'll post again if im free.
im off.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

okey people , back to sunday , 1st feb.
haha ,
ya , jas's cny thingy.
haha .
had alot of fun.
den stayed at jaja's house awhile ,
play comp , do stuff , whatever whatever .
okey done !

hello peepys !
so how ?
school ?
hell , fun righttt ..
hehee.
now you got what i mean by ,
DO NOT mess arnd with me ?
still dont get it .
well , someday you'll know it.
people may say , im bloody shit ,
im allecats , im curly bastard , im manggi ,
im mops or whatever stupid silly stuff .
well , you got that right huh.
but you still dont get it perfect .
dont you think its all originallity.
unlike yours , full of fakes.
rebond hair.
kiss my ass poser.
plain.
yea right .
i aint a poser .
brb .

Sunday, February 1, 2009

hello worldy !
ain't today happening.
currently at jaja's crip .
haha .
just now went jas's cny celeb.
we played block catching and run
alot .
after that , went back .
go jaja's carpark first .
took photosss.
.. . .
... ..
. .. .
jaja's bro wanna play comp .
i'll continue ....