another awesome soul

hell people hell !
i do give my trust on you.
but you end up , liking him too.
WHAT THE ! @ #$ % ^& *
first , like real , convince me nothing
will happen.
but hell ! now , theres something happening.
keep your words laa sister.
i also dont know , y i bloody like him ah.
ya,first nothing.
den something.
and everything !
right !??
whats all that 'baby' about man !?
faking is natural hah !
what the hell makes you think that faking
is natural.
once you fake den youre a poser !
maybe youre right , dont give up for youre
true love .
butbutbut ...
wtf.
okey nemind.
so maybe its fucking true !
never give your trust to anyone.
rightrightright !?
shit , now i know the real you sister.
yaa , pretend nothing happen okey.
i dont wanna live in the past.
so go ahead , do whatever stuff okey.
maybe youre mad at me .
but dont you think im mad at you too.
and oh ya !
dont you think i know whats all in you now !
currently crying.
shit !!!!
neh,forget about it.
correction,
* currently listening to songs *
i-sera,thanks okeyy dearl.
you've been here whenever i need someone to talk to.
maybe youre a good girl afterall ahh sister.
haha.
make me forget about him . people !
i dont wish to talk or even see your face anymore !
freak !
poser !
shit !
bloodyhell !
try me , make me angry.
hell,you're regret it !
i miss my old friends.
my once a happening , understanding
friends.
thats here whenever i need someone to tell
me what to do.
what not to do.
i miss those 'goodinlistening' friends.
they're there whenever i need someone.
whenever i felt leave out.
whenever im alone.
whenever things screw up.
whenever everything!
but they just dont seems to appear.
i miss hudd ,
the hyper , crazy , sensitive ever friend i had.
DANG IT !
i miss mopS !
those curly wurly hair.
i miss jaja ,
the shock sendiri girl .
with a very sweet heart .
but seems that they dont appear in me anymore.
kecuali jaja.
she made an effort to closen up our frendship .
= )

okey , i've been nagging like hell.
i need to be alone.
i'll post whenever im alright.