and yes , naddee again .
still chatting with her .
and yes , back to the
topic . i even cry-ed
just now .
"friends will help you when you fall
but bestfriends will push you back
down & laugh out loud . "
i miss the laughter we share before.
i miss everything that we did
together before. but now it just
dont feel right .
maybe friendship is pain .
okeyy well , yesterday i dreamt about
ziaf { if u guys understand ; } .
i dont know , but i seems to miss him .
and hell , just now his sedare tell
me yesterday they went to KL .
and it explain y i dreamt abt him .
but its weird . i seldom msg him and
he seldom msg me now , but still
i do remember him every now and then .
weird huh.
okey , back to "them" .
as wat naddee said , y do i hold on to them ,
if they themself never even cares abt me anymore.
and i answer , cause i thought they treat me equally
as how i treat them . but i guess .. they prove me wrong .
and yes , im not the type a girl with a very understading
parents . and maybe i know how it feel to be friends
with someone like me , under parental control huh.
im not forcing u guys to be friends with me , up to you .
cause imma waste of time right .
as wat fyqq said .
i guess its true huh friends .
and if u treat me as one of ur friends now.
blerp .
i guess its true nad ,
friendship dont always works out .
in a good way .