another awesome soul

61927 !

argg ! im missing you more and more
every single day. i cant keep lie-ing to
myself man. i miss you liao !
i freaking miss you , 61927 .
even if its lame to miss someone like
you , haha . no offence .
but its fact , i miss you.
okey what the hell am i type-ing.
okey whatever .
just now watch this 'bunohbunoh' story at
sensasi , title forget liao.
den suddenly at the last part ,
come out this part macam confusion .
relationship and friendship .
it seriously touch me .
this perticular guy likes this girl den
that girl dont realise it .
the guy actually been stab on his back .
and died .
the last few words he said ,
" maybe you dont know how much i love you
but i really do care about you alot . ( flashback-ing ) .
" kiss me "
thats the last request he make .
and he died start away.
and thats when i think ,
why cant a guy care/love me
like the guy in the story.
and tears went rolling down
my cheek.
its stupid to cry over a movie.
but im not crying over a movie ,
im crying over you .
but when i think back , what hudds'
says and all .
i think its true . and i somehow think
its not .
someday i wish
fantasies are real .
maybe its too late to think about it now.
or maybe there's no such word as 'late'.
( ) ( ) .