2009 baybehh !HAPPY NEW YEAR ah peeps !im sure , moving on . people who still wanna shut up and quarel or whatever . its okey with me . i gave up . so ya ! damnit.school coming very soon .infact , tmrrw . yet haven't buy shoe.going with fyqq in a while . yesterday was superb . went east coast , and den go town . with fauzi,firdaus,my bro, kak ain and many more. omgosh !even if its 2009 already . but faiz , i still miss you !hmmm !okey blank . too much to blog about yesterday .i bet you wont read . so ya . going out . im off.
mora. says:hudd , first of all im sorrymora. says:are you okey ? You have just sent a nudge. mora. says:not reply and stuff , doesnt lead to solving . mora. says:or maybe are you busy. mora. says:keeping quite and not trying to talk or stuff should not be happening . and it might also lead to bad stuff , and i mean bad stuff . mora. says:see,im tired of apolagizing . and i try-ed to talk to you thousand times but you shut up. mora. says:cn you please even tell me , apolagy accepted or stuff . ( or however people should spell it ) You have just sent a nudge. and ya , see what i've told you guys .
aint a easy girl.
just came back from escape.first of all , IM SORRY im reallyreally sorry. i dont mean to lie to you guys . jaja , thanks for understanding . hudd , fyqq . im so so so so sorry . and it will be good if you guys forgive me . its not my intention to not let us goout today but somehow , my abg sedare ader . den im out of words . cause my dad keep saying , tell your friends your really sorry cause your abg sedare ikot . and thats y . hudd , im sorry .cause i lie-d .i should'nt said that i cant make itto this escape thingy . im just out of words . cause for some reason , i know if im gonna tellthat we tak jdi go escape . and of cause for sure , you're be hell mad . so ya . and again , sorry . and at least i've said sorry . but i know it still hurt ya friends . ? tagg about this friends , tell me how you feel . eating . im off.
hey peeps !guess what . its already 10.10pm but im still at fyqq'shouse . gosh , its so fun . dont believe me , try ityourself . haha ! yup, so currently waitingfor fyqq to finish solat and stuff . en continue watching this one fun movie . and chatting with no one . planning to go escape tmrww . with jaja fyqq hudd , i guess . if she cn and anyone else . not confirm . and good new for jaja is , she got a new portable dvd or watever . its cool.man,if only i got that dvd thingy . haha , so yah . good news for me too . bought my sim card , hell i have new number . haha . hudd , i gave you my number right . yup , save and msg . currently bored . but feweehh !i need to save my prepaid .hmmm ! some reasonS , behind it . yup , anyway . so ya , fyqq is just besind me . but she's focus-ing in that movie . like veryveryvery the focusing . haha .i even talk to myself , i guess . hehe . so ya whatever it is . i'll keep watching it den . im off.
hellohello peeps!
remember i've said
that im going bookshop
with jaja just now .
yup , went already .
infact went bookshop
and srisun . haha .
TO-SAY , or however you
spell it . hehe .
and now trust me , trust me not .
at fyqq's house .
recording video .
haha !
crazy time !
so ya .
currently waiting for ja .
she go toilet .
haha , tu pon kene bilang eh .
ya so ....
listening to songs .
okey i'll be posting in a while .
video-ing .
im off .
hello buttercups !yesterday was superb . go watch twilight . its hell a good movie. and now i know y people admire edward cullen.gosh , he's hot . he's not only hot but he takes care of his 'loveone' . shit ! y cant typical malay guy be like him . anyway , fadel , now i know y you really likes the movie . shit you . and now i really admire 'the cullens' . crap !you should watch it people . or ya anyway i watch it with myfamily not FRIENDS , so ya ... currently blogging only . chatting with my cousin . and no one else . boring , still boring . later planing to go big bookshop with jaja ,buy things . and also goingsrisun ! hahah !i miss thier prata . okey now wanna eat and log infs so i'll be posting again in a while . im off .
someone get angry when'they' never ask you to taggalong with them whengoing to watch movie . and say its must have reason behindall that , but now you go without ajak-ing 'someone' . maybe , that someone should ask you , y ? y ? y ? you never ajak that someone . grr ~ k lame . -__-
kau pergi tanpa kata-kataku fikir hanya untuk seketikarupanya kau meninggalkan kuuntuk selamanyatak ingin ku melepaskan mu kerna kau masih dihatiku for godness sake please dont ever come back . i dont wanna cry over bullshit . i dont wanna waste any of my tearsanymore .you dont desreve to be cried over .go away ! go away ! dont ever you come back !I HELL HATE YOU !! 61927 .
hello peeps ! woke up at 12 . but blog at arnd 6 .crap right !cause my bro's athome . shit man . okey yah . currently blogging ,listening to love comes . and nothing more . just now view-ed faiz's profy , and also nothing much. view-ed hudd's blog .so hows the damn movie ? so is it fun . its sure be . - __ - now listening to "aku bukan boneka" ,and i remember singing it everytimewith jaja at cameron . im so missing cameron alot. and all the fun times we had before.that song and "camisado" is like theever fav song we listen evertime at cameron man . it really touch me . ~ flashbacking ~ and also thats song like the forever fav song for jaja .jaja really love it . im not really into it but its alright . suddenly everything that happened onthat very first trip to cameron , now remindsme of everything . the sweet moments ,the hurtful moments , the fun times and alotalot more . the VERYVERY painful moment . and i remember diana and faiz togethergether . it hurts . okey i admit , you guys or should i say diana , you won . congrats ! you make me jealous huh sister . okey whatever . bullshit ! but no longer ! shit . dont make me remember the past man !grr , aku bukan boneka .-__- okey hell whatever , going out in a while . BTW , nas i still keep all those "fakelove" things you gave me . since i know we're not like before , i thought i could just keep it and treat it as a memories not more den that.you know guys , i had enough pain in my primary life . so "fakefriends" get lost .
hello world ! yesterday was great . went out with family. go megatex at expo den went suntex and i forget . = x ~ . . . currently blogging . did nothing much today. haven't bath . hehe . boring . view-ed faiz's profy. nothing much . but for some reason , i think i miss hana . hana , hana , farhana . my 6/6 classmate. i was viewing her profy and suddenly up in my headflashback going on . i really miss her . i dont deny it .listening to i hate this part right here. watch-ed suci at sensasi just now.dennis and bayu is so freaking hot. hmm .. im waiting unpatiene-ly for the nextepisod. suci ! haha . trust me , trust me not . my friend,fadel said i look like suci. im like ' what the hell ' . everyone said its a "seniorcitezien"kinda story but i dont care . haha , . its a story ,i understand it , its alright with me .=) masok-ing maggi . eating soon . so brb . i'll continue posting after eating . "JEMPOT MAKAN yer world !" im off.
That little lady who owns a big dream.
Things change
Friends leave
But life cant wait for anybody.
Moving on '
61927 !argg ! im missing you more and moreevery single day. i cant keep lie-ing tomyself man. i miss you liao ! i freaking miss you , 61927 . even if its lame to miss someone likeyou , haha . no offence . but its fact , i miss you. okey what the hell am i type-ing. okey whatever . just now watch this 'bunohbunoh' story atsensasi , title forget liao. den suddenly at the last part ,come out this part macam confusion . relationship and friendship .it seriously touch me . this perticular guy likes this girl denthat girl dont realise it . the guy actually been stab on his back . and died . the last few words he said , " maybe you dont know how much i love you but i really do care about you alot . ( flashback-ing ) . " kiss me " thats the last request he make . and he died start away. and thats when i think , why cant a guy care/love me like the guy in the story. and tears went rolling down my cheek. its stupid to cry over a movie. but im not crying over a movie , im crying over you . but when i think back , what hudds' says and all . i think its true . and i somehow think its not . someday i wishfantasies are real .maybe its too late to think about it now. or maybe there's no such word as 'late'. ( ) ( ) .
hellohello hot milo !okey lame . guess what , today i woke up at 6.40 a.m . infact,everyone woke upat 6.40 a.m.we're planning to takeayah from work. den after that , went bedok eat TO-SAY . or however you spell it.heheh ! yup,its so yummy . den after filling our empty tank , went geylang. walkwalk awhile den went home . all thanks to my bro,his stomach pain la what la , den tell us to go back . walao ! not fun liao. but whatever. den my eldest bro go skiming or surfing or whatever at east coast . den sume tido , my mom say no needto follow him. shit! and again boring at home . so currently chatting with no one ,bloggy and fs-ing . view-ed faiz profy. nothing much . so yar,uploading pictures soon. transfering ;i have nothing in mind to blogabout , hmm .. . . for the first time my sister watch micky mouse ! hahha . walao , focus sia . = x . anyway , boring . okey i'll stop here for now . posting in a bit .im off .
61927 ! i miss 61927. its been long sincewe last saw each other.its all fine until schoolends . man , its hard leaving junyuan primary. its harder leaving friends . even its long since wesaw each other but i still remember you every now and then. everytime people talks about junyuan primary , the very first person i rememberis you . i dont think you even remember me now . its alright with me . im not forcing you to remember me or whatever .but just remember im still her if you're in a problem . i can be your friend , you know . i remember you chubby-ness , cute-ness , malu-ness and stuff . haha . i miss your laughter alot . but mostly i miss you . chat with me if you're free okey. we're can still be friends , right . only you that works.wednesday , 24/12/086.35pm
maybe its true . im forgotten.
now i know how hudd felt.okey wait , jaja toldme about this movie thingy . but i told them i cant make it . oh now i remember !ohya! they told me abt this butim the one who cant make it. but its still a question mark y they dont tell hudd . hmmmm .. . . ja ...ja ... but nemind . whatever . huda cheer up okey. maybe theres someimportant reason behind all this . ; D
;HUDA.] says:eh Jaja/Mimi invited you to wach a movie?
mirawr. says:what,besok ?
mirawr. says:i know.
;HUDA.] says:no
;HUDA.] says:TODAY.
;HUDA.] says:I mean.;
HUDA.] says:just now they watch ah.
mirawr. says:i cnnt , this few days i cnnt .
mirawr. says:you went ?
;HUDA.] says:but did they invite you?
;HUDA.] says:I didn't becaus ethey didn't invite me
.mirawr. says:idk.
;HUDA.] says:*because they
;HUDA.] says:...
mirawr. says:den how you know .
mirawr. says:because they ?
;HUDA.] says:called Jaja's house and her father said she watch movie.
mirawr. says:ohh
mirawr. says:jaja and mimi only . /?
;HUDA.] says:and sya
mirawr. says:oh .
mirawr. says:what movie.
;HUDA.] says:entah lah.
mirawr. says:oh,its fine with me .
mirawr. says:dorang tk ajak , tkpe .
mirawr. says:
;HUDA.] says:yah, I know the feeling.
;HUDA.] says:yesterday.
;HUDA.] says:Fyqq and Anni gi rumah Jaja.
;HUDA.] says:then.
;HUDA.] says:Fyqq asked Jaja to invite me and she said no!!
mirawr. says:owww. , y ?
;HUDA.] says:cause my house jauh then later kelamkabut and baru 3+!!
mirawr. says:maybe we're in the same shoe hudd .
mirawr. says:stupid reason huh.
mirawr. says:should we post about this ?
;HUDA.] says:neyh. I give up ah.
mirawr. says:cheer up.
mirawr. says:brb .
mirawr. says:posting ,
;HUDA.] says:k.
mirawr. says:let them know how we feel.
;HUDA.] says:just now, I ate lemons.
;HUDA.] says:without making a face.mirawr.
says:haha , lemons !?
;HUDA.] says:my heart just..
;HUDA.] says:has a hole in it..
mirawr. says:we can solve this you know .
mirawr. says:or however you spell it
mirawr. says:heheh
;HUDA.] says:no. I had enough.
;HUDA.] says:I've been hurt so many times..;
HUDA.] says:not about boys but MY OWN FRIENDS.
mirawr. says:yea , i know . and i also knew how it felt .
;HUDA.] says:that is why I gave up.
;HUDA.] says:sucking lemons make me never more depressed...
nice huh. 'you guys' hurt us . hmm ... ~ blank ~
BLANK ~ so hows the movie jaja ?!great huh ? . . . . . . . .
and back !just now using my kakak sedare'slaptop and everybody see . so malu , close that laptop anduse comp . hehe . im now chatting with jurah . its all fine until this topic come up . () misunderstanding () . Jurahh sent 23-Dec-08 9:10 PM:
do u and hudd have like probs with each other ? ( im just asking )
Jurahh says:
?
mirawr. says:
oh hey .
Jurahh says:
helu (:
mirawr. says:
what . who . me. hudd .
mirawr. says:
no , i guess
mirawr. says:
ntah , she dont seems as pernormal , but i dont know what happen .
mirawr. says:
what she told you something ?
mirawr. says:
96+3
mirawr. says:
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mirawr. says:
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Jurahh says:
hm .. she didnt tell me anything . but like wen just now i saw u and hudd chatting , i think uhh , ( i tink onlii horhh ) dat , idk , u guys have probs ?
Jurahh says:
and l0l ?
mirawr. says:
nope .
mirawr. says:
idk .
Jurahh says:
ohh .
Jurahh says:
but do u , like , trust or believe in hudd ?
mirawr. says:
hey , i trust believe and whatever more stuff in hudd .
mirawr. says:
but i dont know , this one typical morning , chatting with her , she went ah ah ah ..
den i was like , are you okey , den sometimes she said she's not in the mood and stuff . always , i guess.
Jurahh says:
ohh .
mirawr. says:
den , i dont know .
Jurahh says:
wen she like ask u go out or hang out wif her do u like sometimes say ur busy or anything ?
mirawr. says:
yup , and i gave reasons .
Jurahh says:
i think i noe one of her reasons .
mirawr. says:
and it is ... ?
Jurahh says:
last tym , wen she ask me out , i keep rejecting it cause i gott something one .
Jurahh says:
then like one tym , i think she fed up , she like didnt talk to me at all . so i like txt her and msn-ed her whether she angry at me or not .
Jurahh says:
so she said , she is angry not onlii with me but u and ( other names cannot be revealed )
mirawr. says:
( . )
mirawr. says:
i had nothing in mind right now .
mirawr. says:
since
mirawr. says:
aku tk niat anything .
mirawr. says:
cause i know im busy and i have stuff to do .
mirawr. says:
okey whatever it is , im really busy , i dont plan to like okeyy today huda ajak kluar den i say i busy .
mirawr. says:
.. ( / )
Jurahh says:
ohh .
Jurahh says:
if u wna hang out with her , just msg her which dae ur free or not . then make plans on that free dae of urs .
mirawr. says:
( . ) i do , infact i always do .
mirawr. says:
when im really NOT busy .
Jurahh says:
hm . then what happens ?
Jurahh says:
after u make plans with her ?
mirawr. says:
what , what what happen ?
mirawr. says:
went out and sometime
Jurahh says:
and sometimes ?
mirawr. says:
s , tk jadi .
mirawr. says:
so i did say sorry .
mirawr. says:
so all this while , she pendam , that she's mad at me ?
mirawr. says:
( ... )
Jurahh says:
dat im not so sure .
Jurahh says:
though she did tell me things , i cant revealed it . im not suppose to . / well , for whatever reason , that someone up there , mad at me . im sorry for another 1000 times . and i dont even know why . why . why she's mad at me . if you really are , just admit it and tell me what i did wrong . and that , at least i know my mistake . you know what friends , i know when you guys treat me NOT like before . and i can feel that you're angry at me for whatever stuff . ( ... ) okey i'll shall stop now . i still remember " i dont wanna start a fight " remember that friend ? ( ~~ )
hellohellohello hot milo!currently at my cousin's house . doing nothing, barengbareng je . she's calling all kind of people . haha! mak ngot going melawat with cik jan and all . my kakak sedare ader kat sini.feel like sleeping here but well , i dont think i can . brb .
you know what , with somereason i hate sisters . i dont know , but i guess 'sisters' dont respect me . enough said.
and yes , i should express this . i felt like we're not like before. when i online or you online, the first person to start a convois always you . and no longer. its weird. am i forgot-en . or whatever stuff. have i change? have i change for the better? or have i change for the worst? or isit you who change. when i start a convo , ure always not in the mood busy or stuff . you know what i feltlike you're really trying to avoid from me . i dont mind if u wanna do anything but please let us be like before . i maybe have alot of other friends but if you're the one who stop talking to me like this . im not gonna be cool . i need us to be like before. and firstly let me say , if i've done wrong to you and i dontrealise it and it hurt you , please letme know . and whatever stuff , im sorry . ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
things changefriends leave but life doesn't stop for anybody.{ fullstop }
now doing nothing. but chatting with jaja and hudd. viewing profyS .viewing kak recca's profy and sawthat thingy in red . and it caught my eye.its true , cause i've gonethru it. if your freaking close friend leave you , you cant stop life. live in life. boring ! no one else at homeother den my sis and me. she's asleep and im alone. geek! its boring . chatting with jaja and still have notbuy books.hmm..and yes let me bring this thing up .y people stop talking to me !? its irritating when all this while , i've been talking to myself . trust me . even if i talk to 'them' , they shut up . if i ask question they never say anything . people , for godness sake please answer man !hell , its irritating .or im the one who talks alot . ... ( ? ) ~ wild turkey ~
mirawr . says:ja !J A J A; says:mora!J A J A; says:*miraJ A J A; says:ahahhaahhamirawr . says:mora !?mirawr . says:hahaJ A J A; says:ahahhaJ A J A; says: sound recording : hahahaha!sorrysorry , mora ! J A J A; says:kkJ A J A; says:i call you moraJ A J A; says:you call me...mirawr . says:hahamirawr . says:jojomirawr . says:hahaJ A J A; says:nononJ A J A; says:ramonamirawr . says:sound recording: haha! jojo ...J A J A; says:i somehow like that namemirawr . says:hahaJ A J A; says:seeee pmmirawr . says:mora mine !mirawr . says:hahhamirawr . says:see pm .J A J A; says:blogging thismirawr . says:hahahJ A J A; says:tauuumirawr . says: sound recording : mora mine la ! u , jojojojo ! haha.mirawr . says:samerJ A J A; says:huh?J A J A; says: sound recording : hi,im ramona and my friend mora , we're the best friend forever . ._. / tk perlu sia yg best friend forever tu jaja . haha. mirawr . says:haha!mirawr . says: sound rcording : owwwwwk , ramona !? eww , sounded so makcikmakcik-ish man , and mora okey la boleh tahan . haha ! \JAJA; says: sound recording:RAMONA , MOMO , NOT MUMU . mirawr . says: sound recording : okeeey , whatever . i dont freaking care . heh. mirawr . says: sound recording : blogging this ; J A J A; says:kkJ A J A; says: sound recording : me too ! mirawr . says:haha! mirawr . says:geek .haha ! okey from now call me mora . it sounded okey la, nice also.haha , mira very common. = ) .
hey back. yaya. still nothing going on.and still boredemsurrounding me.listening to dik by wali .feelingfeeling la plak.haha.
AYIE
Posted
12/20/2008 9:39 pm
hello !
wats up ?
how are you ?
btw sombong sey kat skola senyom pon tak .
haha !
btw syiok sey dapat skola same .
best !
ohhw , shit .
see , i got nothing in mind
other den "WEEE!"
haha.
maybe im super hyper but
in this stuff , guess what
im serious. as what jaja said ,
even if i pretend i've move on
but you're still apart of me.
right ja , orrr not.
haha. okey whatever.
hahahaha. .
(thinking)
it how sky is blue
and its the fact that
those sky is still blue.
i bet you dont get it right peeps,
haha,well, think it !
well talking about faiz,
now he's sombong.
alalala , mira tau la faiz da
big boy kn abeh lupe kawan.
ishh! sombong ah faiz.
okey shut up amira!
craps,i keep thinking about him.
listening to keep it to the floor.
b2k.
grr .
you know what friend, its all bullshit .
am i right.
aite , bullshit.
and fadel,hell i know what ure up to .
get a life you jerk.
you drag me into this.
This aint no thing ma
I aint jus rhymin and
I aint milly vanilly in tha pit of minin
Look I jus wanna get wit u .
same goes to you , youre bullshit.
im not that easy guyfriend.
enough la okey,i had all it takes
to go away ah.
you aint no anyone to me.
~!@#$%^&*()_+ .
hello, is been few daysim not posting . walao . very boring.okey currently chattingwith no one and just editing pictures , so quitebusy. and uploaDING pictures.so hold on ah. okey back. so ya. going jyss in a while with jaja,buying books . hell , im excited . currently viewing faiz's profyand reply-ing his comment. and guess what !he got same school with me.gosh im trying to forget him . hmm.. see , now i cant.listening to keep on callin , akon . okey done !done uploading . fs update-ed. you know what,people.i dont feel like whenever i viewfaiz's profy , i dont feel muak !got it peeps? haha.anyway!hows life. geek man. {insertname} he's freaking me out !minmin. . . nothing to blog abt . be posting again . im off.
hellohello . tagged, haikel .i dont know andi dont think i care. da la eh , da muak la ngan ure sorrysorry.kau piker aku ape siol. hmm ! now is like 12.30. and going jemputan in a while.malas la ! havent bath somemore , walao ! brb .
hello world !i was like still sleeping ,until jaja's call wake me up. she said kau dapat ape , den i say , opps , aku blomcheck uh . haha . den she ask me to ask my mom,if moe have send-ed msg to her or not . den i called my mom .she said yes . JUNYUAN !!alalala , jiwer junyuan ah . haha! okeyokey , going out , snow city . posting again in a bit.im off.
hey u know what , im not hurt since i know its gonnahappen. haha . so yes i can joke around aboutthis even if you cant . cause im not hurt. and i dont want to be hurt. hm. wat the fucking am i typing now.well ..you got me crazy sister. hahahahahahahahahaha.you got me now sister. HELLO PEOPLE , IMMA MINAH .I ADMIT I HATE POUTING BUT I DID POUT . okeyy , so are you satisfied ? or you're not . IMMA MINAH , IMMA MINAH .RIGHTRIGHT . I KNOW THAT . hmm . yet not angry . yea right , not angry. -______________________________-okey whatever . watching cat in the hat or something . just finding somemore people to hurt my feelings huh. well ..everyone's welcome.biatch . hm. im off.
shit , cant life just be a lil bit easy-er.okey watever.;HUDA.] says:jaja's a better friend lah, right.;HUDA.] says:bye.mirawr . says:well .. if u said it den yes i guess . " used to it " im out of words .well , she said it so i guess yes . and im quite use to it . everytime when times geta lil bit norrow-er , it gonna happen exzly like this.so yup no hard feelings huda. but you're okey? neh , dont worry . i'll be okey since im really used to it. i guess its fated huh.okey yes watever . expected .
;HUDA.] sent 12/17/2008 6:09 PM:
MAN. WHY DO YOU ALWAYS LIKE TO SAY THAT?! I HATE IT WHEN YOU SAY THAT, EVERYTIME!
;HUDA.] sent 12/17/2008 6:09 PM:
well, I'm sorry if I hurt yoru feelings or whatever k.
;HUDA.] sent 12/17/2008 6:09 PM:
bye.
;HUDA.] sent 12/17/2008 6:09 PM:
I might as well get out of your life...
;HUDA.] sent 12/17/2008 6:10 PM:
I'M NOT A VERY GOOD FRIEND AFTER ALL.
;HUDA.] sent 12/17/2008 6:11 PM:
I DON'T WANT TO START A FIGHT AGAIN OKAY.
;HUDA.] sent 12/17/2008 6:11 PM:
no hard feelings?
;HUDA.] sent 12/17/2008 6:12 PM:
so go ahead, post this. tell EVERYONE I'm a bad friend...
first she said she dont wanna start any fight , and her pm is " The fight are starting to cave in " so what isit suppose to mean .im the one who start it . okey watever . as you like okey sister. not angry .
you know what sister. i am annoying . and thats me . and if you cant accept thefact that im hyper annoying , irritating , rude and stuff . can you even accept meas friends. i dont think so.as always , hurt.anyway , i dont put the blame on you . maybe you're right . in other words , are you tryingto say imma minah . if yes , oh well watever , i dont mind . if no den im sorry for accusing you . but it looks like . clear this clear , we're not like beforeare we . you realise that don't you. hmm . weird . but watever . im not gonna waste any of my tearsanymore , so yes , are you hurt . no ? yes ? if you are im sorry if AGAIN itsmy fault . if not den good for you . enough said . im off .
currently chatting with farah , ex-classmate . gee ~ i miss her . X☠FaraH☠X ROCK says:
It's okaayy .mirawr . says:
abeh slalu kau kluar ke lepeklepek maseh ngan farhana sume ar ni ?
X☠FaraH☠X ROCK says:
Lepek ??mirawr . says:
hah. lepak *haha! klaka la . she's now okey ready , as in tk sombong sngt . haha!opps , jng marah ye farah !
They come and go but they don't know
That you are my beautifulI
try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I'll be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mineI
'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true oh no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of timePlease be mine
http://www.imeem.com/rinalisamusic/music/y4la9pmA/nicholas_jonas_please_be_mine_origThey
those love storys blind me for who you really are.i hide my tears when i say your namebut the pain in my heartis still the samealthough i smileand seems carefreethere is no one who missesyou more than me. better to have nobody ? you assholes make me blind by love. love you , bullshit ! i miss you much , hell , get a *uckin life !
its better to be single yet inspired than to be in a relationship yetconfused.i would rather you say i love youjust once and truly mean it thansay it 1000 times and never mean itnot even once. life is not about seaching for the thingsthat could be found , its about lettingthe unexpected happen , and findingthe things you never seached for .never ever limit yourself whenit comes to happiness , learn howto let go and take risk .life is much beautiful outside thecomfort zone .you cant leave FOOTPRINT if you walk on tiptoe in short ; you can never get what you want if you're too scared to get hurt . love isn't finding the perfect person its finding the imperfect person andsee how perfect they are .if only words were that easy to speak if only wounds heal in a matter of secsthen maybe ..falling wont hurt like hell and loving wont sound stupid .
hello.
firstly im alright already.
sorry about yesterday eh people !
im so not in the mood yet u guys
cant even shut up for awhile.
okey well .. today , now , doing
nothing , view-ed faiz's profy .
nothing again.
surfing net and watching tv
in one time .
haha . bored .
dont get it wrong ;
freaking people ,
not referring to you .
..eating ;
hold on .
be posting in a bit .
NOT IN THE MOOD !!
SHUT UP , WORLD !
SHUT UP JUST FOR A SECOND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CRAPSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i type all about the continue of
yesterday's post and even publish it .
but it dissapear! no mood to type again , go view hudd's
or whoevers blog to know what happen next ,
GRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!! .
lame !
im off !
heyho peeps !
loves today ;
went out to escape
with dayaa hudd ainul and
one of dayaa's friend .
ishh~ gerekness .
went there by mrt and bas.
okeyy , chopchop !
reach that freaking theme park,
bought ticket and stuff .
go in ! crap , it feels freaking
different when going out with
friends even to a very common
place . haha ! so the first ride
we took is the
hugehuge bout . whatever it suppose to be called .
haha . so yes , that thingy there is
fucking fun. plan to take the last seat
but end up at the 2 last , i guess .
yar , so after
alot of screaming and stuff .we go wet and wild , i guess .
sheshh ! even if we're not yet sitting at the
wet and wild ; bout thingy , we're already
wet . haha .
yup,wild ! went togetherwith hudd. hell, she's noisy.
haha , but its alright .
after that,no idea..
but i remember we took
the piratebout,wet and wild ,
the solarsystem thingy .
the infront of the entrance thingy ,
i called it solar system . haha .
since the background looks like one .
haha,so took the small rollerchoster,
or however you spell it , heh.
den also hudd and fatin (dayaa's friend)
go haunted house.
shit , they're brave . den eat
at bk .play somemore and go out eat somemore at mac.
haha, we're hyper !
den guess what , there's two of this geeky-kental-mentel-mentah
guys follow us all the way . weird huh . da la tk brape hot
behh lagi ckpckp ngan mira . wth ! haha. brb ...
currently in a call with huda .
okey , no longer since
she's gonna online in a while .
okey wait , sang "hey brittany"
with hudd just now . haha .
cool ~ and listening to decode
paramore .
and now this ;
{insertfnaimze} ,
aku pinta kau akan slalu setia
{insertfnaimze} ,
aku mohon kau slalu menemani
Saat ku tengah terluka
Kala ku tengah gundah
{insertfnaimze}
jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku
{insertfnaimze}
ingin aku cinta dan cinta slalu
Saat kau tengah terluka
Kala kau tengah gundah
ni sume stakat "sentence" ,
tidak lebeh dari itu .
walaupun aku maseh
mengingati mu .
okey shut up ! not again , not about
love again .
i'll shut up and shut down .
currently chatting with hudd and ainul .
heyou . '
- NunuuGyler♥ says:heyyaw ,;HUDA.] says:so.. expecting you to come tmrw?- NunuuGyler♥ says:yeeeeeeeeeeap . ;HUDA.] says:wooo.;HUDA.] says:first time going out.;HUDA.] says:0.0- NunuuGyler♥ says:haha .mirawr says:haha !mirawr says:ainul , dont worry , she's always excited of going out !mirawr says:hahamirawr says:huddhudd . !- NunuuGyler♥ says:hahaha .;HUDA.] says:per.mirawr says:so wats u guys doing . ;HUDA.] says:0.0;HUDA.] says:chat.;HUDA.] says:you?- NunuuGyler♥ says:dgr lagu ajer .mirawr says:oww- NunuuGyler♥ says:you ?mirawr says:me , oww . dngr lagu blogging chatting mirawr says:hehe- NunuuGyler♥ says:okay . mirawr says:...;HUDA.] says:eh boring ah.- NunuuGyler♥ says:haha, tau takper .;HUDA.] says:eh besok jumpe kat small mac then naik aper? bus?- NunuuGyler♥ says:of course bus ! ;HUDA.] says:ooh. ok.;HUDA.] says:17;HUDA.] says:?mirawr says:like alwaysmirawr says:escape theme park baby , okey lame !mirawr says:hehe .so yes , as stated , going escape tmrrw with dayaa ainul hudd .
yup . cant wait for tmrw ! WOOO !!
anyway , any good songs , nice songs ? !
boring .
back to listening .
im off !
Answer Honestly.
EIGHT Lasts
:1. Last Alcohol:
# shit ! never had it before .
.2. Last Beverage:
# peach tea .
3. Last phone call:
#huda , as always .
4. Last text message:
# haikel .
5. Last song played:
# control , metro station .
6. Last ice-cream:
# hot fuge , oh however you guys spell it . haha !
7. Last cried:
# lastweek .
8. Last meal:
# roti prata , haha !
1. Have you smoke?
# craps !
2. Have you been cheated?
# Yes , infact alot of times .
3. Have you ever bought condoms?
# Are you crazy?! NO!!
4. Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
# YESS !
5. Do you find yourself crushing on someone else currently?
# ah-hu , this crush ain't going away man .
6. Have you ever lost someone?
# Yeah... D:
7. Have you ever been depressed?
# Duhh! like of cause man !
8. Do you smile back at strangers?
# ALWAYS ! haha , for no reason .
Randomly..RANDOMS.1. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
# Duhh! gee ~
2. What's your pet name?
# Don't have any.. D:
3. How many people have you kissed in 2008?
# many , most of it is my "adek sedare" , haha !
4. Were you happy when you woke up today?
# nope .
5. What is the fact about the last person who texted you?
#he is fun to be with, funny, irritating and someone who I can count on anytime. (:
6. Do you hate the last person you kissed?
# not really , haha .
7. What are you listening to right now?
# control , metro station .
8. Have you ever like someone and told them?
# Yeah .
.9. What would I find if I look under your bed?
# more den dust , i guess .
10. Who are all the people you have text messages from in your phone?
# lost my sim card , so yeaa .
11. Ever been kissed in a car?
# No.
13.Last time you laughed?
# now , talking with hidayah . haha !
14. Do you regret anything from this year?
# nope !
15. If you could seek revenge on someone, would you?
# YESS !
16. Do you bump on someone's arm if you want to hold their hand?
# No . . ( ? )
17. Last argument?
# idk.
18. Plans for weekends?
# going out with dayaa huda ainul .
19. Excited for tomorrow?
# YES !
20. Do you like to cuddle?
# Yep. (:
21. Do you hate when people smoke around you?
# yess !
22. Who was the last boy who chat with?
# idk ;
23. Who was the last person you talked to?
# hidayah ;
24. Do you have any plans for today?
# Nope.
25. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
# not really .
26. Do you plan on moving out?
# what , what the hell .
27. Are you 18?
#nono .
Does the last person held hands with mean anything to you?
# I don't know who's the last person I held hands with. :D
29. What did you do last night?
eat,sleep,eat and sleep again . hehe !
30. Did you noticed the number 12. was missing?
# Yes , I had to type this survey out.
hudd , i repost this sister ! currently talking with hidayah , planning to go excape theme park
tmrrw. be posting in a bit .
back to talking stuff !
heyho world .
now is like 2 a.m .
just come back from
my cousin house.
currently blogging
and nothing . just open
my sis laptop , so not
much to do . i guess i'll b
blogging only since no one
seems to online and no new
fs comment . lame .
boring . tmmrw , have weddings .
my kakak sedare engage and my
moms friend's wedding .
gee ! im so not feeling to go man .
but obviously mom force me to go .
yes so just bored .
view-ed faiz's frenster profy , nothing much .
its how love works , as what fadel said.
you may hate that person ,
feeling to kill him/her ,
just mad at him/her ,
but somehow deepdeep down , u feel like him/her
is the one .
" i love you forever , i miss you always " you think
human is like that , oh no way , its all bullshit !you may say whatever you want , but if u say and forget about it den its not worth it . am i like right . ( ? )
even if people say , truelove wont play around with your feelings .
but it happen-ed before .
truelove , no such thing , i guess . you may say you love that perticular person endless-ly ,
but when you go out saw pretty/handsome girl/guy ,
you may easy-ly fall for them . is it true , people.
Ku akan menjagamu
Di bangun dan tidurmu
Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
Ku akan menjagamu
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh .
{ insertname } even if now we're not as close
as before but still i kept all those memories , u know .
im not hoping for anything ;
walaupon skarang kiter da tk mcm dulu
slalu msg slalu do stuff together ,
tpi mira still ingat kn { insertname } .
tu pon kalau { insertname } ingat mira .
after all that pain i go thru ,
now we're still as nothing.
bintang terlihat terangsaat dirimu datangcinta yang dulu hilangkini kembali pulanglihatlah yang mulai bernyanyicoba merangkai mimpicinta yang dulu pergikini datang kembaliwajahmu mengingatkankudengan musuhku duluwajahmu mengingatkanku dengan masa laluku ; friendster ni , tk brape perlu la . whenever i view your profy , i'll
always remember those memories .
and i hate to remember it since
all end up in a sad ending .
now i dont think you even remember me , but for sure those memories still shine brightin me .mengapa selalu aku yg mengalah .
tk pernahkah kau berfikir tentang ku .
okey la , if im still bored i'll post again .
but i'll stop here for now !
bye !
heyyou !
woke up at 12pm.
and now is 1.30.
currently doing nothing
but just blogging .
13 Dec 08, 11:01 AM Hudd: whatever MIRA. -____- .
wats up huh ?
grr .. nemind .
anyway , SICK .
gee ~
nothing to blog about liao.
when craps become venom huh , huda .
-_-
b posting in a bit .
im off .
Name four person whom you trust.
1)jaja 2)huda 3)syahirah 4)naimi
Where did you meet 2?
school
Have you ever got drunk with 1?
NO!
Has 2 ever been to your house?
yes
Have you ever slept with 3?
yes.
Have you ever gone shopping with 4?
yup ;
Can you tell number 1 anything?
YES , infact anything ! =D .
Have you ever met 1s family?
YES,meet-ed and really know who is who. haha.
Do you know 3s dad name?
AZHAR ! harhar !
Have you ever eaten anything in front of 4?
yes , eaten ugly-ly infront of her . haha.
When was the last time you talked to 4 in person?
opss! i guess iM STM , sort-time-memory. =X .
Is any of the top 4 in your family?
no
Who makes you laugh the most?
1 ! she's damn crazy !
Have you ever done something dangerous with 1?
no,i guess . but will do some , upcoming . ; D/
Do you trust number 2?
how can i possible dont trust her . u rawr sister.
Would number 4 do anything for you?
no?yes?
Has number 1 ever helped you out ?
yes, many many times . - uncountable .
Ever hung out with 2?
duhh,always !
What are your feelings for 3 & 4?
sensitive but wild ppl .
Have any of them seen you cry?
123 only , i guess .
Have you ever kissed 1?
STM .
Will 1-4 repost this?
no idea , but i did repost this , right .
Do you know 2s middle name?
huda
Does or did 3 play any sports?
i dont think so.
What is 1s favorite tv show?
us entertain-ing her , i guess . haha!
Can 3 sing?
never hear it before.
Where did you meet 1?
school!
Name something wierd about 2?
she's hot . thats very weird to me cause
she not just hot but VERY hot , grr ! ~ envy ~
haha, huda .
..
now its 1 a.m and im still freaking bored .
saw this thingy at jaja's blog and cpy paste it .
it kills my boring time .
my sis , also using her other laptop.
she just bought a brand new small laptop ,
which is i dont know wats its name .
haha , but for sure im craving to have
that super mini laptop man . grrr !! .
anyway , no one online man .
some online , but i dont think i know them .
GEE ... still bored .
" friends will help you when you fall ,
but
bestfriends will push you back downand laugh out loud . "
hehe , nothing serious just a so call sentence .
caught my eye when viewing's kak arina's
fs profy . haha . quite cool huh.
but i guess my true friends wont do it to me ,
i guess . haha . not sure if they're do it to mesomeday . GEE ~
now , right now .
im not feeling well .
im so freakng cold and like hell
wearing jacketS and long pantS .
i think im gonna sick anytime ,
it sucks since most of my kakak sedareS
doing
their big day ever . aka wedding , haha .
i guess i cant have fun den .
serious
, allah saje yang tau brapelemah i am . yet still using laptop .
main reason , BORED !
i guess i'll stop here even if i have nothing to
do but i guess i need to go find something to do .
HAHA !
takecare freak !
im off .
hellohello !
now is like 11.30 pm .
and im still awake .
haha,so yes , using
sis laptop .
as always , chatting with hud
nothing much , talk crap alot.
haha . asking her to send me
some of the pictures we took
when we went out watch movie
that time.
and let the pictures tell the story okey ,
promoting orange juice,people.
the forever fav place to take picture , haha.
sya,naimi,me,jaja,huda ! we're superduper good friends.
and all thanks to jaja's not very good camera , hehe. but that camera itself
that took our pictures . hehe !
okey la i think thats all , but there's more with jaja .
so yes . .
sleeping in a bit .
so takecare world !
hellohello .
hehe !
weird huh.
today kinda happy.
no reason , haha.
and first of all many THANKS
to huda . many thanks huh
girlfren for doing my skin .
heh. yea , change-ed my blogskin.
so how was it . haha . simple right .
basicly chatting with no one .
just blogging , listening to the
recordings we record with fyqq
naimi , jaja and hudd all .
hahha. its super fun, okey !
haha.
so yes , yesterday went to tm watch
movie , " wild child" .
hell , its fun . it have some friendship thingythingy.
haha.
so yea , after that went jlnjln with them .
and jaja have not send me the MANY pictures .
as soon as i get it , i'll post it and lets the picture
tell the story . cause its impossible to tell it .
its so fun . hahah .
and after jlnjln , went mkn at greenhouse somewhere
in CS . saw dila over there . hehe.
after all that craps we went to jaja's house ,
hahah . and yes we record again .
like manymany recording liao .
never thought of telling this ,
but we sang quite well overall .
haha. den after some recordings
hudd and naimi need to go home .
but i cn stay for a while .
haha . taking pictures with jaja is so
fun . so i stay-ed jaja's house until 10 as jaja
said , so after all that i realise that cats are not
supposed to be scared of. now im not so scared
of jaja's cat . overall miowmiow is super cute .
haha. im off , going to hospital visit my
uncle in a bit . so byebye !
heyyou world!
i woke up at 10.30.
early huh.
haha. just because
today planning to go
movie with hudd,jaja, sya
and {insertname} jaja's fren .
we're planing to watch wildchild .
YEAHH!
its already 12 now and i cant wait
until 1 . we're meeting at small mac.
okey den planing to NOT come late.
so if i am , manymany sorryS !
heh.
currently chatting with hudd and
viewing no one else profy other den
faiz. haha .
im just viewing and is that wrong .
his song is lovelockdown, im loving it man .
*highfive*
the song tell it all ,man .
LOVElockdown .
get that, people .
faizfaizfaiz ,
sombong seyy sekarang .
hmpp . . .
so yea ..
k mira da tk kesah lagi .
shit , but i do . gee ~
confused again .
blerpblerpblerpblerpblerpblerp ;
changing topic !
isetan
youdevil
shut up
geek
bitch
beach
shit
lick
L . A . M . E !
hehe.
bored .
off to bath !
currently chatting with hudd .
hahha , just talking craps as always.
chatting and webcaming with her.
hahha. its fun .
ay baybehhy !
yea , and i'll b changing my blog skin and
songs soon . so yeaa ..
kinda busy but well ,
i'll get back to those stuff
in a bit . so i woke up
at 10 just now and still have not
bath .
hehheh ! yet eat-en .
haha . shh ...
im normally like this but i will
bath la . hmpp !
listening to if i were a boy .
and hell yes , if every guys
like beyonce .
confirm there's no such thing as
"heartbroken" hah.
grr ! but guys nowadays cant just
stay loyal . am i super right .
i guess i am hah.
so yea . blogging in a bit .
back to stuff !
currently singing with jaja .
hahha ! thru msn .
believe it or not .
u sing quite well okeyy .
hahah ! kk la .
we sang love story ,
suasana di hari raya la .
and wat shit .
BACK TO SINGING .
hehehhe !
6/12/08 !
But you're just a boy
You don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…
if i were a boy ,
i'll swear i'll be a better man .
understand how i felt , people !
i realised that , we cant blame all to other .
and i also realised that , maybe im in the
wrong too huh. im clam right now .
so yeaa .. i dont wish to quarell
anymore . cause it sickens me .
so to FRIENDS ;
if im wrong im sorry .
enough said.
=
/ .
jaja ,
called you tk angkat . not a problem .
but just so u know , im here trying
to make a heart to heart conversation .
well .. if ur not up to solving this
problem . den hell , i have a big problem .
firstly , yes , i guess .. you guys are
my so call "bestfriends" .
and the advise was great .
my studies , its okey i guess .
not "just" because of just now babe .
ain't no making anyone's name big or wat shit . but its just fact . yes , fyqq is a one day friend .
but you cant lie to yourself just
because having a new fren .
someday , "that" friend of yours
will somehow know ur personality .
den .. ,i didnt say sorry .
u guys serious .
cause i know i did .
k nemind , truth is not easy to
know huh.and i did many time .
and not to forget , huda
reply-ed by slapping my hand.
do u guys even think about that .
cause i do . i do thing about wats
my wrong and u guys wrong .
blank ( ! )
i scolded sya ?
accurate .
when is it .
i did .
no i dont think so .
and i even say to sya
"pki la , kiterorg boleh share
ngan huda ngan jaja punye"
i said .
and as what u guys said ,
" a friend and u guys saying that
im rude and lied to my parents ."
even if i admit i did it .
its a humiliation or a what .
as wat i've post previous-ly .
you guys wont know how it feel
to be NUR AMIRA FAZIRAH BTE JOHARI.
cause if i did tell my parents ,
loo% , they NEVER let me out .
3)i did ? i told my parents that im coming home late
cause jlnjln with u guys . and she MARAH ME NOT
U GUYS .
4)i did not know that ur mom is not following since
most of the time , when we went out , ur mom will
follow jaja . and i told my mom so.
last-ly , not judgeing u guys .
and a friend say she/he DONT CARE
if im not happy to b friends with them .
even if tey dont know how HAPPY am i .
or because , they're not happy being friends
with me since im ALWAYS the LATE one ,
IM ALWAYS a girl which need-ed permission
to go out . and ALWAYS trouble u guys .
isit . .
and as what i've said above ,
U GUYS WONT AND NEVER KNOW HOW IT FEELSTO BE NUR AMIRA FAZIRAH BTE JOHARI . NOT A FIGHT BACK , BUT JUST CLEARING THINGS OUT .if i am .
huda !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you dont talk about my family okeyyyy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cause u never knew what happen to me at homeeeeeeeeeeee .
if u were me , i'll confirm u will just decide to die !
u understand !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in the first place , im not angry at you .
and hell , i did say sorry alot of times .
and you reply me by "slapping my hand"
aite . just one request , dont ever talk about sin
to me . u wont be able to know which is the sin
and which is not , cause everysingle damn day,
u've been canned , for nothing .
you guys out there wont understand
how it is to be me !
fine ,
you know wat .
you guys can talk
about me . since
im not gonna be long
here . ( ! )
and yes , naddee again .
still chatting with her .
and yes , back to the
topic . i even cry-ed
just now .
"friends will help you when you fall
but bestfriends will push you back
down & laugh out loud . "
i miss the laughter we share before.
i miss everything that we did
together before. but now it just
dont feel right .
maybe friendship is pain . okeyy well , yesterday i dreamt aboutziaf { if u guys understand ; } .
i dont know , but i seems to miss him .
and hell , just now his sedare tell
me yesterday they went to KL .
and it explain y i dreamt abt him .
but its weird . i seldom msg him and
he seldom msg me now , but still
i do remember him every now and then .
weird huh.
okey , back to "them" .
as wat naddee said , y do i hold on to them ,
if they themself never even cares abt me anymore.
and i answer , cause i thought they treat me equally
as how i treat them . but i guess .. they prove me wrong .
and yes , im not the type a girl with a very understading
parents . and maybe i know how it feel to be friends
with someone like me , under parental control huh.
im not forcing u guys to be friends with me , up to you .
cause imma
waste of time right . as wat fyqq said .
i guess its true huh friends .
and if u treat me as one of ur friends now.
blerp .
i guess its true nad ,
friendship dont always works out .
in a good way .
currently chatting with naddee .
sharing my problem with her .
and hell she's a good buddy .
she's always there when im down .
and how cute , she even gave me
tips on how to clam down .
cool or what .
i had some problem with "friends" ,
and naddee is the only one who
step up and cheer me up .
not to make things worst ,
i stop chatting with them today.
it hurts to see everyone blaming
me for not going or angry .
but nemind , i guess i deserve it.
as what i've said ,
its easy to be friends
but its hard to remain as friends .
there's more den just friendship.
when u guys cant trust , understand
each other , there's no use in friendship.
if u guys think , im making things
worst , den goodbye .
i dont wanna ruin u guys friendship together .
if im really a troublemaker den i'll back off.
and thanks for the memories .